- No.
- No.
When I watched the sunrise with him, I felt that I was the happiest. At least now I can lean on his shoulder and cry. He will gently ask me why I cried, and he will gently coax me.
What a pity, he has a temporary event, and he can't accompany me back to his hometown for the Chinese New Year this year.
I was afraid that he would not sleep well, so I would play videos with him every night, and occasionally we would be naked. Chat and play some interesting things.
Time has passed two months, I still did not choose to follow him, only occasionally meet with him, Gu Zhi to the due date, I have been in the hospital with her, sometimes Yan Haoxiang and Song Yaxuan together to accompany us.
At this time, they always give me and him time, but after more than two months, how can we be too close when we get together less and more?
Time flies so fast, Yan Haoxiang has matured a lot, and he didn't give me a little surprise later, and he won't be sweet and tired of calling my baby my wife.
He only uttered those intimate words when he was in bed, as if only then were we a real couple.
Dear Yan, I don't know what's wrong with you, but you said that you are only like this for a while, you will not make me suffer all the time, this world is very bad, I believe in you, I entrust my heart to you, don't lie to me.
I faded the halo plated by fans for him, and now in my eyes he is Yan Haoxiang, a fresh person.
guzhi"Little Redemption, I see it."
guzhi"You and Yan Haoxiang..."
Just now Song Yaxuan said to let Yan Haoxiang come in and have a look, but Yan Haoxiang shirked it for various reasons. I haven't seen him for about a month since the last time we met.
jiangshu"It's okay, don't worry about us, what you need to do now is to rest well and prepare to welcome the little life that belongs to you and Yaxuan."
Gu Zhi seemed to see that I didn't want her to intervene, even though I knew it was her kindness.
She stopped talking, but Yaxuan spoke.
songyaxuan"Brother Xiang hasn't eaten properly for a month."
songyaxuan"He's been like this since the New Year's Eve. I think it's not that he doesn't want to see Xiao Redemption, it's that he's afraid of scaring her."
songyaxuan"Brother Xiang is in a very bad state now, and he was often trained during rehearsals. At least last month, he laughed and fought with me. Now he is sitting alone and watching us."
songyaxuan"He told me that day..."
Tears were about to come out, but I was still trying to listen.
I thought I was like a scavenger of this relationship, and Yan Haoxiang had already come out, but the truth was not like this.
songyaxuan"He said he didn't want to let you down, but he couldn't control his behavior. He really wanted to take the initiative to find you to accompany you, but... but he was afraid that he would say the wrong thing and make you sad."
songyaxuan"How can you not like it? How can it fade away so easily?"
songyaxuan"It's just that Brother Xiang seems to be very tired. Once I saw him flipping through Weibo, and I could guess that those unsightly words were black posts."
songyaxuan"He also said... and said that if it wasn't for you, he might... might have left"
I can't listen anymore, I know that Yan Haoxiang has a problem with his spirit, and I am familiar with this feeling.
It's not that he doesn't love me anymore, it's not that he doesn't like me anymore, it's just that his subconscious tells him that he wants to leave, but his will to love me is greater than his subconscious.
jiangshu"Yaxuan... Don't say it, don't say it, okay?"
At this moment, tears didn't seem to be very valuable, and they flowed down. I never imagined that Yan Haoxiang was standing outside the door to accompany me to shed tears.
- No.
Don't look at it, it won't be abused for a long time. These chapters are to deepen their feelings.
Yan is very tired, he is really tired, there are still some things that happened that have not been explained, and will be explained little by little, otherwise Yan is so strong, how can there be a problem with the spirit of the black post?
