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This is Jiang Redemption's diary.
It is said to be a diary, rather than a record of mood.
2020.2.12. The weather is fine.
Few are happy.
I can't remember the last time I was so happy, probably my tenth birthday.
Why so happy today? Because I fell in love with a boy, his name is Yan Haoxiang.
He is a member of the Youth League of the TNT era, but unfortunately he is not very popular, and it is good to be harmed. In this way, there are few rivals in love.
Xiaoyan is really super cute!
2020.2.23. The weather is fine.
Hmm... I rejected the Miyoshi student recommended by my teacher today.
I don't want to be in the limelight, I want to be quiet, but I didn't expect that I was educated by the teacher.
It's so uncomfortable, I just want to be quiet, okay? snort!
2020.2.2, Snow.
There was a lot of snow outside the window, looking at the weather in a daze, and then looking at a sunflower raised in front of the windowsill, it was deflated.
I have the second volume in seventh grade, and today I want to write something about the first volume.
Well... Actually, I said on the surface that I didn't care, but I took it all to heart. I don't want people to worry, but I kind of want people to know that I'm sad, and I want people to comfort me.
Names, sexual insults, verbal violence, oops, why is this all happening to me.
What's wrong with being a little darker, what's wrong with being a little fatter, my genes are like this. Woohoo, I miss Xiaoyan.
On 202.6.1, the weather will be fine.
I fell in love with a boy, his name is Lin Bei, but I am black and fat, he is white and tall, and I don't seem to be worthy of him.
He looks so gentle, he is the college bully in our class.
Oh yes, how should I explain the scar on my hand to Huanhuan and the others?
I cut that last night. It's crusted today, and it's a little itchy.
This is not the first time.
On 202.6.1, the weather will be cloudy.
I'm with Lin Bei today! Oh yeah oh yeah!
Lin Bei said to protect me and never let me be bullied by those people again.
But why do I think it's because I've turned white and thinner?
They all praised me for being good-looking, but who knew that I was so inferior that I cried every day and dared not go out.
Harm, look at Xiaoyan's materials, they are really hot now!
On 2023.4.3, the weather was fine.
I broke up with Lin Bei.
Actually, this is not the first time I have tried to jump off a building.
I was stopped again. My parents were arguing for me downstairs, and my mother was arguing about suicide, saying that if I didn't live, she wouldn't live.
So noisy, they are so noisy.
I looked at Yan Haoxiang's photo and cried all night holding that photo.
2023.4.7, the weather was fine.
I'm hospitalized. I haven't eaten for four days as of today. Ah Yan, it seems that even you can't save me this time.
I was put on a purple bracelet by my nurse sister, and I heard her tell my mom it was major depression.
In fact, I have always thought that I am quite optimistic. Now that I think about it, my parents will quarrel again when I go back.
When did you start being unhappy? I can't remember.
Probably when he was scolded as fat, trash, disgusting, inferior to beasts, and bad people.
Probably when I was nicknamed and sexually insulted, probably when my grades dropped from the top of the class to the bottom.
No one's life is smooth sailing.
The nurse sister took away my phone, Ah Yan's photo.
What should I do?
2023.4.10, the weather is rainy.
I finally got a good night's sleep, I haven't slept so well in a long time.
I asked the nurse sister when I could be discharged from the hospital and how much the treatment cost would be. She only said let me rest well and eat the medicine.
I don't want to eat, so I started an infusion. Lin Bei, I'm so afraid of sticking needles, it hurts.
I asked the nurse sister for my mobile phone and photos. I flipped through Yan Haoxiang's Weibo and sent him a private message.
"Yan, can you save me?"
"Yan, can I still be saved?"
"Yan, they said that I have severe depression. I can't eat every day, and I need to infusion nutrient solution. I heard from my patients that it will cost a lot of money to treat this disease."
"Sister Nurse said that the patient in bed 8 is the most obedient. When others cry, she silently looks at others, pats others on the back with her hand in the air, and secretly tells you that I am bed 8."
"I saw your new song, and the results are good, but I won't listen to it. I'll listen to it when I'm discharged from the hospital, I'm afraid it will disturb others."
"Xiaoyan, I hope we can meet this summer."
On 2023.5.1, the weather was fine.
Yan! I'm out of the hospital!
I really beat the disease!
I can continue to see you!
Huanhuan and the others sent me a lot of things today, saying that I hope I can be happy in the rest of the day, and then rush, we will take the test.
They sent me notes and exercises to sort out.
2023.7.16, the weather was fine.
Xiaoyan, I finally saw you today, you are so tall and handsome, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah, I wonder if you saw me?
Also, my admission letter is down!
I'm going to start a new life.
Next, just wait and see.
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