With great tentative mentality, Liu Yaowen silently observed Lin Siwan for several days. He found that there would be no repeated single items on her body. Although the bag she carried was the same, it was obvious that she had changed one.
The edge of Dior's bag is easy to wear due to material problems. The edge he saw two days ago has appeared, and the grinding is a little rough, but today it is a brand new one.
This is real money...
Liu Yaowen was dazed and had to accept the fact that Lin Siwan's family was indeed unusual.
So what is her purpose? Is she really just trying to be an assistant next to Yan Haoxiang?
The countless possibilities he thought about in his heart gradually cooled his heart. He could see that Yan Haoxiang had a different attitude towards Lin Siwan and any of the staff who accompanied them before.
No matter how much respect he had before, it was within the scope of etiquette, but like Lin Siwan, Liu Yaowen would feel panic because of this, because Yan Haoxiang's true feelings, sincere concern and every detail were constantly pushing him in an uncontrollable direction.
He's a boy, a very good boy.
Liu Yaowen was also a boy...
Yan Haoxiang is very good, but like all normal boys, he will meet the right person at a certain stage of his life and fall in love with her. It may be a cute girl, it may be a sexy girl, or a gentle and understanding girl... But it will be a girl...
Tears filled his eyes, and there was a fog, like a mist that filled the top of the lake.
He was never... not among those who could choose.
He hated himself so much... Why did he have such feelings for his brothers who had been with him for a few years and worked in the same group... He was so disgusting...
Despair, pain, self-loathing emotions like a flood broke the dam at once, the waves came towards him, and the turbid heavy salty liquid drowned his whole body from bottom to top.
So sad...
He found countless excuses for himself to find excuses for his actions, but in the end he couldn't escape his self-loathing.
What is he?
He was Liu Yaowen, who was as happy as a child when he saw the two fans active in the cp hyperphone. He was Liu Yaowen, who blushed excitedly and hid himself under the quilt when everyone in the hospital found the candy. He just simply fell in love with someone, but that person would never want to know this relationship...
This heavy feeling that would never be recognized...
It's so sad... why is this happening... If you had known it would be like this, you might as well not have encountered it in the first place...
Liu Yaowen whimpered, hugged his head and cried like a little beast, curled up in the corner, in the dark practice room, silently solved his pain and vented his collapse.
He is so scared.
He is afraid that this relationship is not real, and he is afraid that he will be discovered by him, by others, and by everyone... Then everyone will hate him, right? For a brother who gets along day and night, he has such thoughts... For a person who doesn't like boys, he has such thoughts... Yan Haoxiang even unknowingly hooked up with him and made intimate jokes... And if he knew that everything on the surface was bland and hid such a shocking truth... Would he... also hate him...
Do not... do not...
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It's okay, it's okay
