Lin Siwan seemed to be smiling, but his eyes had no luster. Looking at Yan Haoxiang, he opened his mouth very delicately and gently like a teacher had instructed his students:
linsiwan"It wasn't your fault, it was me..."
Yan Haoxiang quickly discovered what was wrong. Lin Siwan's eyes even started to lose focus. Her tears flowed down, but her face showed a smile like rain over sky. This is not right!
Yan Haoxiang panicked in an instant.
#yanhaoxiang
He didn't know what to say and blushed.
yanhaoxiang"I'll call the doctor... It's okay to take care of you... It's okay..."
Lin Siwan tilted his head in confusion.
linsiwan"What doctor, what is your name?"
She opened her eyes wide, black and white like a deer, and her clear eyes were like a child who didn't understand the world.
yanhaoxiang"Sister Huewan is fine... Yaowen told me... it's fine..."
Yan Haoxiang unconsciously told the truth, Lin Siwan's eyes darkened, and suddenly a sharp pain came from her temples, like an awl, which kept beating deeply in her brain.
linsiwan"What did you say? What doctor?"
She muttered, suddenly laughed, and pushed Yan Haoxiang away in front of her, her eyebrows were scarlet, and she even became a little hideous.
linsiwan"You think I'm sick, right? You all think I'm not normal, right?!"
As if she needed something, she was suddenly smashed open, and all the emotions hit her overwhelmingly, as if she was about to be completely submerged in this flood of water. The person in front of her seemed to be Yan Haoxiang or not acting, as if in an instant It became the parents who abandoned her when she was a child, and in an instant it became someone else who laughed at her, and in an instant it was an indifferent and ruthless machine, and an expressionless doctor.
linsiwan"You all *ing think I'm not normal!"
Why?!
The last layer of defense in her heart collapsed. The only few people in this world who might think she is normal now all think she is a lunatic. This is undoubtedly the last straw that killed Lin Siwan.
Her parents found a doctor, she was an adult, and she was looking for a doctor, as if she could not live without a doctor.
linsiwan"What the * did I do wrong? I'm going to be abandoned, locked in the house all the time, and I'm going to do all kinds of treatments all the time?"
There seemed to be an electric current slowly rushing up from the body. When she was treated as a child, she was once proposed a stimulating treatment method, using electric current to shock the body over and over again, and using hypnosis to brainwash when she was most vulnerable.
linsiwan"Why do you study me like a monster?!"
yanhaoxiang"Elder sister, I..."
Yan Haoxiang didn't expect Lin Siwan to become like this. He didn't know how powerful his gentle words were. Looking at this strange and collapsed Lin Siwan, he only knew how to apologize and... be afraid.
yanhaoxiangI didn't think you were abnormal. I didn't... I really didn't... "
Lin Siwan could no longer hear his voice. His mind was full of other people's pointing and strange eyes, and he had no memory of loneliness.
Why are you still living so hard... why...
She suddenly quieted down, like a clockwork-finished robot. Yan Haoxiang looked at her and held his breath. Just when Yan Haoxiang felt that it was over, Lin Siwan suddenly rushed out like crazy.
yanhaoxiang"Elder sister!"
