Come to think of it, Ma Jiaqi was really bad to her before, but Su Beiluo still felt that he looked so sad now. Such a powerful person also had such a fragile side, which made her very worried.
subeiluo"Don't cry, even if you were bad before, haven't I forgotten how bad you were to me? Don't be sad, I don't blame you."
majiaqi"I'd rather you remember."
Ma Jiaqi's eyes flickered with a strange brilliance, as if he had figured out something in an instant.
majiaqi"Aso, what about you, do you want to remember?"
Su Beiluo was instinctively reluctant to touch strange things, but when she resisted Ma Jiaqi's black eyes, she had a strange expectation.
A black ribbon covered her eyebrows, her vision was covered, and her temples were lightly tapped by a human finger. After a moment of weightlessness disappeared, a memory poured into her mind.
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_ let her land
In the forty-sixth year of the Yan Dynasty, in late spring.
I am the youngest princess of the State of Jiang, and also the favorite child of my father. I have enjoyed the unimaginable glory and wealth of commoners since I was a child.
But I am a blind princess.
When my mother concubine gave birth to me, she was poisoned by the concubine who was favored by my father at that time. When she gave birth to me, she died in childbirth, and I was a little blind from birth.
My father took pity on my weak body and was not like other children who had a mother to take care of by my side, which was especially good for me.
These things were told to me by my uncle, General Zhenbei. I was brought up by the Empress Dowager herself, and no one around me said these things to me. The Empress Dowager has always liked to be clean, and often did not say a word to me for a month..
I have a total of thirteen brothers and sisters, but they all avoid me like snakes and scorpions. It is estimated that they all think I am blind. I have no partners of the same age, and only my uncle who is fourteen years older than me occasionally enters the palace with some folk gadgets. Play with me for an afternoon.
My fifteen-year-old birthday father gave me a pair of jadeite jade bracelets, the Empress Dowager gave me a string of coral agate necklaces, and my uncle gave me a walk.
He said that this step was made by him, and he also learned to adhere to the elegant name of Jade Butterfly Love Flower, but after hearing this name, he already felt that this step must be very beautiful. I was born blind and had no understanding of beauty and ugliness. After letting the palace maids help me put it on, my father praised me for getting longer and more beautiful.
I was in a good mood after the birthday feast, but my uncle was unhappy and sat alone in my small yard drinking.
I sat on the small stone stool and listened to my uncle pour the wine cup by cup into my stomach. I knew that he missed my mother and concubine. I had never seen my mother, so I didn't have as deep a feeling for her as my uncle.
"Uncle, drink less, so that you don't have to ask someone to carry the sedan chair for you when you go out of the palace at night."
"This year is the 15th year that Sister has left."
I sighed, touched the jug on the table, poured a full mouthful into my mouth and nearly choked myself.
"What are you doing?"
My uncle snatched the jug,
"What are you drinking, little girl, fooling around!"
I grinned,
"Uncle, it's boring to drink alone. Su Su will drink with you."
"Silly girl, just like your mother, forget it, today is a good day, drink less."
My uncle put the jug back in my hand, and I took another big sip. The wine was not strong, but sweet and delicious. Such a fine wine was just drunk by my uncle as a dull wine, which was really a waste of money.
It may also be because of my interruption that my uncle's sentimentality has faded a lot. He chatted with me about various things he encountered in the early war. I listened while eating pastry peanuts, and took a sip from time to time.
Who knows that the taste of wine will come to the head.
The first night when I was fifteen, I got drunk and stepped on a snake.
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