This is going to be a long story, so brace yourself!
Nothing was going on on the 22nd or the 23rd. However, I was kind of slightly upset on the 24th when I was messaging Ronan:
SabrinaHey lovely, I hope you’re awake this evening! Sorry to bother you!
RonanAww…don’t be sad, I’ll be home for you! ☺️
SabrinaI wish I could be with you! 😭 I love you so much!
RonanMe too, the filming is almost done, though. You’ll be okay. We’re going to the castle in Windsor!
SabrinaCool! Can I come, if there’s an extra ticket!
Ronan😰 Let me tell you something…
RonanYou can’t come with us! I’m so sorry!
I was full of negative thoughts and emotions; I felt angry and mainly like crying. I messaged him goodnight and fell on my pillow crying for the rest of the night.
In the early morning on the 25th, I started texting Ronan again.
SabrinaAre you still busy all day?
RonanWhoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Calm down there, lassie! I won’t be away long! Okay?
SabrinaOkay, alright! I’m sorry. I hope you have fun! Bye!
And then I felt okay. Later on, I took pictures and posted a lot of them on Instagram.
I forgot to mention I have an Instagram page. My account is “@SabrinaCutie12”.
Anyways, I took a lot of pictures of myself all day long! Non-stop! I was having so much fun, until I got sent a picture of where Ronan and Melanie were at.
I was a little sad until my mom posted her pictures at the same place. I was happy, but still sad.
I had to find my own fun time. Ashley was messing with Periwinkle (meaning that she was messaging Perriwinkle), so I was left alone…all alone.
And so, I was officially bored!
So, I stayed in my room and I was flipping through some old pictures, on Facebook and Instagram (because they’re my favorite social media websites); while I was doing so, I found an old picture of me; it sparked my eyes!
My hair looked like I’ve been sleeping in it and never washed it, not even brushed it; it looked like a rat’s nest! And I was still smiling!
And my dress looked old-fashioned.
On the left corner, there was a sign that said, “Associated with the Royal Opera House of Dublin; RTÉ Concert Orchestra; The Musical Awards; The Secret Garden”.
I thought it would’ve been Ashley or Peri. But nope! It was me. I knew this wasn’t the BEST choice, but I screamed out the window.
I don’t know why I did it, I didn’t mean to though. There was even a video of me singing!
I sounded just so good! I don’t think I met Ronan in that year, but I did meet my best friend when I was born.
I just can’t remember his name. But I know Ronan looks a lot like him! He even has the same voice! His name sounded familiar when Gottfried introduced me to him.
But since everyone was busy, I was angered. Well, almost everyone. Phoebe! Ronan’s big sister!
I messaged her hello and we hitted it off! We infinitely messaged each other and did not stop until it was bedtime.
On the 26th, I got a message from Melanie: a picture of 2 tickets.
SabrinaThat’s cool! Where y’all going? A movie theater?
MelanieClose, we’re going to see a play (musical). It’s called Mean Girls
SabrinaAwesome! I just want to say that I love the Harry Potter books! Mom used to read me a chapter every night Alas, I only like the first book, like I do with Artemis Fowl.
MelanieThat’s okay, anyone has their own opinion.
SabrinaIs anyone else going?
MelanieYep! The incredible Neil Perry!
MelanieOh, and after this, I’m going to meet Ronan to have some ice cream.
SabrinaAwesome…I was going to ask you if I could join, but you might say “no”. Can I, though?
SabrinaDon’t you want me to join you? 😢
MelanieI do, I really do! But the plans were already made! Sorry!
MelanieBetter go, got the play to get to. CUL8R!!
I texted Phoebe to see if she wanted to hang out, but she said she and Cara were going shopping.
But Gottfried wasn’t busy. Not going to lie, I was glad he wasn’t. In 2 hours, we actually had a good time!
“Oh, Gottfried,” I said, “I really want ice cream!”
“Sure!”
Coincidentally, we ended up at the same ice cream parlor where Ronan and Melanie were at (because they took notice when we walked in after they exited). They even took a picture of themselves!
Actually, it was because my mom thought they looked so cute together, that she decided to take that picture. I did notice them, but quickly ignored it.
And it was because Gottfried had his ice cream dripping on his jacket…and then mine started dripping on me, too! And suddenly we bursted into laughter. I didn’t notice they were even looking at us.
“Alright, we should probably get home!” I said.
“You’re right!” Gottfried replied.
Nothing special after me and Gottfried parted ways. EXCEPT, there was a rugby game on TV.
And then onto the 29th! The reason we’re not talking about the other 2 dates is because all I was doing was messaging Phoebe. Both day and night.
I was helping my mom set up for lunch when I heard a knock at my door. I knew my friends would stop by before they head on set. And I was right! But I met this girl named Ashley.
Yup, you heard me, “Ashley”. But it was a different one.
I asked, “Where are you all heading? Wait, don’t tell me…Windsor!”
“Correct!” Ronan said.
I totally understood, but I felt more upset than happy for them. I mean, they’re actors, I know they’re working really hard on the movie, I get it! I do!
I tried my hardest not to show my hurt. I had to think fast! I said that they were going to be late and then showed everyone the way to the door.
They clamored worriedly. I felt deeply heartbroken once I shut the door. I seethe with rage when I saw that grey car drive off!
Now, I got to hand it to you, I’ve never felt that way before. Never in my life would I be mad as a bull.
I calmed down soon afterwards. But I was still sad, and my sister came in.
“Rejected your invite again, didn’t they?”
“Yup, they sure did.” I said with a sniffle.
“Well, I don’t know what to tell you, Bree Bree, I mean, even if you’re not invited, then you’re not invited. I’m so sorry, but…it happens.”
That didn’t make me feel better, I started crying like Niagara Falls. But as a good twin sister, Ashley stayed to console me.
Many minutes followed, and then I said, “I want to be alone now.”
Later on, I looked at pictures of me and Ronan, when we had so much fun together and when we first saw each other.
My eyes burned like fire; there was exasperation flow inside me. I was so…*ed! I’m not allowed to say that word, but that’s how I was feeling. And it felt quiet when I was angry.
I bursted into tears. My mom and Ashley came in and consoled me.
Once we went back downstairs, Phoebe sent a text. She asked if we would like to hang out with her in Windsor.
We all agreed, since I was the one who needed to cheer up. We arrived in Windsor and we sat at a little bench; Phoebe eventually showed up.
I held onto her tightly while my eyes welled with tears. And then I cried to Phoebe the whole story of why I was so upset and angry.
“I am so sorry, Sabrina!” Phoebe said, caringly.
“I know you are,” I said when I ran out of tears, “But it’s okay, though.”
“We were going to ask you if you wanted a treat,” Cara said, “But…shoot!”
“What is it?” Mom asked.
“It’s already 5:42pm! It’s almost dinnertime. Sabrina’s probably grouchy.”
“Is there a place to eat?”
“Yep!” Phoebe answered, “There’s this place called ‘La Piccolino’, an Italian restaurant!”
“Cool, where’s it at?”
“In Virginia Waters! Anyways, I think you’ll like it there!”
I stood still for a couple of seconds…and then I said, “Sure, why not!”
So, we then drove all the way to La Piccolino. It literally took us like 17 minutes to get there.
We got there, ordered a table and then we sat down. I was happier than ever!
It was either I had someone by my side or that it’ll be alright soon. But it was actually because Ronan was sitting a couple tables away from us. Phoebe told me to not worry, and that we would be done with the filming.
We were sharing an extremely large pizza and salad, and, for dessert, Tiramisu!
Suddenly, I overheard Ronan say, “I always feel that Sabrina knew me and I knew her, but I feel like I barely knew Ashley! Why?”
That’s when I had a memory.
I saw myself walking in my house back in Galway, Ireland. I saw my best friend sitting on the couch, on his phone.
“Who are you talking to?” I asked.
“Remember that we met a girl when we went through some screen tests in London?”
“Yup! Melody, correct?”
“ ‘Melanie’!”
“Oh, sorry. It’s a Disney movie character that you’re auditioning for, right?”
“Yep! It’s based on a book series. Have you read Marcellus?”
I quickly came back to my senses and gasped in fright. I felt my sister rub my shoulder.
“Are you okay?” Ashley asked, “You dosed off for a moment. And you looked scared…as if you had a memory!”
“It’s nothing really, I just have a lot in my head.”
“Okay.”
After we said goodbye to Phoebe and Cara, we went back to the condo. While I was asleep, I had the same memory I had at dinner…but when I heard my best friend say “Marcellus”, I quickly woke up again.
But this time, in terror!
I told myself it was just a bad dream. When it clearly wasn’t.
It was a memory.
Up until today, things are doing fine! I felt more happy when everyone apologized for rejecting me. Goodbye!
All the best, Sabrina.