• Dear Journal!
• I’m still feeling left out from 13 days ago. But I’m glad my mom went to Windsor for me.
• Guess where Ronan was yesterday…Legoland! I wanted to go there, too! But sadly it’s for “Cast and Crew” only!
• They almost broke my heart! I’m still angry because of this, and mostly like crying! But at least I got a visit from Gottfried yesterday.
• So, I was texting my mum:
• 

  Sabrina

  Hey, Mom!
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  Mom

  Hey, pretty girl!
• 

  Sabrina

  Where are you in Windsor?
• 

  Mom

  I’m just at a park near the castle!
• 

  Sabrina

  REALLY!? 😯
• 

  Mom

  Yup!
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  Sabrina

  That’s cool! This is just out of the ordinary, but did you see Ronan or Melanie?
• 

  Mom

  I was just talking to his mom. They said there’s a Legoland here! Can you believe that?
• 

  Sabrina

  (voice recorder): NOOO! *laughs* I’m sorry Mom!
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  Mom

  Are you jealous?
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  Sabrina

  Nope!
• 

  Mom

  OK! Oh, I have to go, Cara just texted me. TTYL!
• 

  Sabrina

  Bye!
• 

  Mom

  See you, hun! Love you!
• And after that I started texting Gottfried! Well, he started texting me.
• 

  Gottfried

  Hey! How ya doing?
• 

  Sabrina

  Nothing much. Just hanging.
• 

  Gottfried

  Oh…
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  Sabrina

  It’s just that, Ronan left for Windsor…and so did Melanie. 😢
• 

  Gottfried

  I know, sorry!
• 

  Sabrina

  It’s okay.
• He then started a video call.
• “Hey, Gottfried!”
• “Hey!”
• “Is that Kaylie with you!”
• “Yep!”
• “Oh, hey Sabrina! How’ve you been?”
• “Just fine, and you?”
• “We’re having a great time!”
• “Really? Where are you guys at? Somewhere close? I’d love to join you guys!”
• But they looked at me confused too!
• “Well, me and Gottfried are in…Windsor. And you know it’s only for the cast and crew only, I’m sorry.”
• My heart had SUNKED and my eyes were starting to well with tears.
• “Are you okay there, Sabrina?” Kaylie asked, “Your eyes look all watery!”
• “Oh, I’m fine, it’s just…oh, it’s nothing, I’m okay, I’ll see you guys soon! Bye! I hope you have fun!”
• As I hung up the phone, I said, while my voice broke, “Without me!”
• I was heartbroken.
• “Now they only care about themselves…and not me!”
• I then started to cry.
• I just don’t understand! I thought.
• To save my happiness, I quickly found a song called “Sing Forever” by Liberia! No…I’m sorry, I can’t spell very well.
• I’ve lost my vocabulary since my dearest little boy (a term for “best friend”) left me.
• Anyways, after listening to the song, I felt completely better. Then, at like 3:31pm, Gottfried stood on the porch and he hugged me as soon as I opened the door.
• “I’m sorry,” he said, “I didn’t mean to upset you.”
• “I wasn’t upset, why would you think that?”
• “You were tearing up, so I thought I’d come over and cheer you up a bit. And also, they invited my mum, because they wanted her to answer a few of her fans' questions. But I promise I’ll try to hang out with you this week and weekend. Okay?”
• “Okay, I forgive you, though. I hope you had fun!”
• “Thanks. See you!”
• “Bye!”
• I closed the door with a good feeling. And then I was happy for the rest of the day.
• All the best, Sabrina 😘.
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