Side by Side, Eye to Eye
  • I never told you this…never! Yes! I keep having these haunting thoughts of Ronan! But that is not what I am going to tell you!
  • The truth is…I was actually not WANTED at the filming of Marcellus. And guess who didn’t want me there…Benjamin Wayard! The director of the movie!
  • It started when I first walked in the Manor set. And guess what! In secret, I FOLLOWED my sister Ashley on set, and watched the different incidents. And I was in disguise! That was how I tried to check on her, even though she’s only older than me.
  • When I saw her and Ronan arguing, I was angry. Even at Ronan. And I didn’t even intervene! I was even mad at Benjamin, too! Whenever I walked in, he’d give me that dirty look, as if I was a threat!
  • And I actually know why I couldn’t join my friends to go explore in Windsor.
  • In secret, I had to write down everything that the evil director said about me and Ashley.
  • He said, “I’m not letting those girls come to Windsor! They are so spoiled, inconsiderate, possessive and can get jealous very easily! Especially when Ronan’s around!”
  • How did he know this? Let me give you a clue. There was an incident I told you on May 2…do you know what that incident was? It was from the interview!
  • That lady was snooty enough to tattle-tell on us! And I also filmed Benjamin talking to Ronan!
  • “Sabrina can’t come, but you can tell her the fun adventures you’ll have!”
  • “Won’t she be disappointed?”
  • “Maybe just a little, can you do this?”
  • “You are the director, I’ll do what you say.”
  • “Thank you!”
  • And then I said, “Maybe Benjamin Wayard is being a spoiled brat!”
  • A couple days later, I actually pretended to be sad, because of what I filmed.
  • And I kind of laughed it off, because I thought they were joking.
  • When Gottfried and Kaylie videochated me, then told me I couldn’t go, I realized it wasn’t a joke, I really wasn’t allowed to join everybody.
  • But there were some happy times. I remember Ronan told me he was going to go do schoolwork. I wanted to help them, but I noticed he was working with Melanie.
  • But that didn’t stop me from “playing” with Kaylie and Gottfried.
  • Melanie and Ronan looked at each other and then at us with a dirty look on their faces.
  • I don’t know about you, but I was anticipating to tickle them hard! While it was still funny to me, the boy and girl stayed scowling.
  • Nothing else happened after that. The real reason why I’m writing this is because Mom told me to be off my phone. At least she asked me nicely, though.
  • I have to go now. My friends are here.
  • All the best, Sabrina.
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June 5, 2008