Rebirth of Sadness Countercurrent into a River
  • And those girls -- those girls who look different at this point are not enviable at all, because all those halo-like things they have, in a few years, you will have them one by one.
  • She had the guts to come to school without her school uniform, and in a few years, you can wear high heels and miniskirts all year round if you want. She put on makeup, trimmed her eyebrows and pierced her ears, and in a few years, you'll get the hang of it. She has a boyfriend, and in a few years, you and she will both get married and have children. She knows a few people who are in society, but they are just social scum, and in a few years, when you have become a social person yourself, you may occasionally miss life on campus.
  • It was only after the last fight with Yi Yao that I gradually came to understand that in the first ten years of our lives, most children were actually in a glass cover, seeing the outside world, but not being able to contact it. Adult society often symbolizes a mysterious power to us, like Pandora's box, attracting people to open it to find out.
  • So there will always be people like slut and me, they have more contact with society than their peers, and are often the leftovers of society, but in our teens, the mystery of adult society has plated them. With a circle of halo, they have become a small single-plank bridge for most of their peers to contact the outside world, and that's it.
  • Girl, a few years later, when you grow up and look back on today, you will probably laugh at why you were so cowardly at that time, why you regarded such a relationship as friendship, why you were afraid of being squeezed out of such a ridiculous small circle, and even afraid that you would rather be at the mercy of others. All these problems no longer exist after a few years, because any problem is not a problem in front of time, time itself is the only problem.
  • I suddenly wanted to cry.
  • Once upon a time, when I was a child, I could laugh carefree, cry unscrupulously, and even make trouble without reason.
  • Can't go back now.
  • There are too many mistakes, and sooner or later you will get the punishment you deserve.
  • Rather than handing it over to someone else, it's better for me to kill myself.
  • So after fighting with Yi Yao, I saw the emerald green snake. It is brightly colored and most likely a venomous snake.
  • So I only had one thought in my mind at the time, bump into it, push Yi Yao away, she still has family and friends, and it's me who should leave.
  • This is my salvation.
  • There is a saying used to describe Yi Yao the most apt - please keep the light in your heart, because you don't know who will use it to get out of the dark.
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