My name is Tang Xiaomi.
Candy Tang, Smiley Xiaomi.
I am the victim and the perpetrator.
Keep the clock moving in the opposite direction, because the story starts from the beginning.
For a few minutes, I even felt like I lost part of my memory. Have you ever had such a feeling that memories are like a pool of water, scooped out some, and it doesn't seem to make a difference.
For a few minutes, I felt that the memory of my two years in junior high school was gone, as if my life was really as I concealed, from junior high school to now, six years of stability.
How did I become the perpetrator.
I transferred to Heping Affiliated Junior High School in the second year of junior high school, which was actually difficult for me at that time.
At that time, I was very introverted and afraid of life. If you think about a person with such a personality, you can transfer to a strange environment. The people around you have known each other for more than a year, and it is difficult for me to insert it.
In fact, in elementary school and middle school, people became friends the most not because of hobbies, but because of who they became at the same table, front and back tables, and who they went to and from school with. Maybe the boys are better, playing basketball or something, and there is a group of friends. But most girls' communication didn't go beyond what I said, and I was even more so, so it was logical to get acquainted with the deskmate at that time first.
At that time, my deskmate was the little sidekick of a bad girl, and I would call her a slut. The slut is a little sister, and there are several sidekicks in the class who follow her every day, and my deskmate is one of them. So, with only one "real-world friends", I also became the slut's sidekick, and the one with the lowest status.
In those two years, I was treated as a free errand runner, and whatever I bought and got was my business, being teased, used as a joke, and used to pass the time. It's nothing, I've acted in a lot of movies and TV series, and the plot is similar.
Is this friendship? It's certainly not the kind that deserves to be praised anyway.
I can't remember now whether I regarded these girls as friends at that time, but in fact, it was not as tragic as it was on TV.
When it's still a little easier, go shopping with them, pat them on stickers, and gossip about the most handsome striker on the football team, just like any other girl. People are all healed and forget the pain. When they are happy, they feel as if they will never be hurt again. When they are injured again in the future, they feel that it will be fine to endure this time. It's cheap, right?
Of course I thought about getting rid of them.
I thought about it at first, but I was afraid that no one would take care of me anymore.
The second is that they are afraid of being retaliated against by them, so they dare not.
After waiting for a while. Everyone knows that you are their gang, so they hide from you more or less and exclude you, and it is difficult to join a new circle.
I don't understand why the society of children is so cruel.
