The consequence of holding back and not saying anything is that the classmates in the class have become more and more aggravated. I was like a person who was beaten into a mosaic.
Everyone shunned me.
Although Fa Xiao would hold grievances for me, she also began to distance herself from me, which should not be intentional, because if she was the only one close to me, she would be isolated by everyone.
Circumstances around her forced her to do so.
In fact, everyone is not a bad person. Even if you reject me thousands of miles away, I am always naive for the sake of others.
About the teacher bothering me.
After studying history, I discovered another reason.
The life of the peasants in ancient times was very hard, and everyone accumulated a lot of dissatisfaction. When this dissatisfaction broke out, the peasants would be armed and revolt.
There has always been a kind of people who have been called "untouchables" or "slaves", their status is lower than that of peasants, they cannot enjoy various rights, and they are forced to live in an environment of differential treatment.
By creating the status of "untouchables" and "slaves", the people in power are lower than the peasants, prompting the peasants to transfer their dissatisfaction with them to vent their emotions, or let the peasants use this status to be lower than themselves. People to gain peace of mind.
In other words, "untouchable" or "slave" is an identity specially created by those in power in order to dominate the people.
When I heard this statement in class, I was very frightened in my heart, thinking about the mentality of those who had to make rules to wipe away their anxiety, and those who could not eliminate their inner dissatisfaction.
How did the world become like this?
People live in fear of all kinds of things, embrace unease, and try to protect themselves. In order to ease the unease, people deliberately portray someone as someone who is ridiculed.
I think I'm the inferior person in this classroom.
The teacher, who is in power, leads everyone's dissatisfaction to me, so that the teacher will not be criticized by his classmates, and he can maintain his personal reputation.
The object that will make the teacher unhappy is always me, and the classmates in the class can not worry about being scolded by the teacher until they cry.
Because there is a stupid kid who is not as good as any of them, their self-esteem will not be hurt. Although no one said it clearly, they all understood that I was the least important person in the class.
What's even more ridiculous is that the teacher will also talk in the class about how unfair those historical differential treatment are.
Have you ever met such a teacher?
Have you ever been reduced to dust?
Listen to me, you are not wrong, we are all good boys.
