Rebirth of Sadness Countercurrent into a River / Tang Anan · Confessions · 3
Rebirth of Sadness Countercurrent into a River
  • It was a small thing at first, the teacher would take my magazine and give it to other classmates who hadn't distributed it yet.
  • Then I was scolded more and more for no reason, and whenever I was at fault in the slightest. He held on to his pigtails, and everyone laughed at it.
  • Embarrassed, I could only hang my head down.
  • He would treat me as a joke to please everyone in the classroom, and even exaggerate some plot that didn't even exist.
  • For example, I got knocked over by a bucket or got hit in the face by a football in gym class and showed a strange expression.
  • He will vividly add fuel and vinegar to tell everyone.
  • The deafening laughter made everyone ignore their dissatisfaction with the teacher and point the finger at me.
  • The more the teacher talked about me, the more the classmates were pleased, and the dissatisfaction with the teacher disappeared.
  • What a strange thing.
  • Obviously other people did something wrong, but in the end it was only me who was scolded.
  • I don't understand why this happened. Don't teachers make mistakes?
  • Also, young children have preconceived notions that all adults, including teachers of course, are infallible.
  • There are people who do wrong and people who correct mistakes, and the terms "student" and "teacher" must be positioned as one of these two kinds of people. And "teacher" is not on the side of the wrong person.
  • mama
    mama
    The teacher praised you for your high score in math today.
  • mama
    mama
    I'm so lucky...
  • tanganan
    tanganan
    Happy?
  • mama
    mama
    Yes, I'm so glad to have such a good teacher to teach you.
  • I agreed with my mother with a smile on my face, but there was a certain feeling in my heart. How sad would my mother be to know that I was hated by the teacher. Every time I think about it, I want to run away and hide in my room.
  • The guilt of cheating on my mother kept hitting me, but I couldn't say anything.
  • I once thought of my teacher when I was having dinner, and I didn't catch my breath, and I almost spit out the food.
  • Even when reading extracurricular books leisurely at home, there is an illusion of being watched by the teacher.
  • The heart beat faster, the hands and feet trembled uncontrollably, and the restless mind was full of pictures of the teacher's impatience and hidden joy when he caught me making a mistake.
  • My cousin often comes to care about me.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    What's wrong? Not in the state recently.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    You have to know that you can't tell your parents, you can tell me.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    I am your sister.
  • tanganan
    tanganan
    Do you know about school violence?
  • The cousin seemed a little nervous, she unnaturally stroked her milk tea-flavored hair.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    I don't know.
  • She closed the door to my room and told me secretly.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    It's a secret.
  • tangxiaomi
    tangxiaomi
    School violence or something, how is that possible. Don't say anything.
  • Of course I do.
  • My cousin and I have always been close, and when she talks to me, she is different from the classmates in the class, which can make me feel that I am not a bad boy who always makes mistakes and makes people angry.
  • That gentle feeling ran through my body, and the tenderness almost brought me to tears.
  • Whenever I feel this way, I make up my mind to keep what's going on at school a secret. Don't let my family know.
  • Never tell your family that you were ostracized at school!
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