• In order to figure this out, Yi Yao set off to the Institute of Mind again.
• Professor Lu turned off the lamp on his desk and saw Yi Yao standing at the door. He was stunned for a moment and shook his head with a smile.
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  lujiaoshou

  I knew you wouldn't give up so easily, don't be soft and hard, it's impossible to tell you.
• 　　The girl was depressed and nervous, completely losing her former look.
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  yiyao

  I'm not here for Qin Pei Pei, I'm here to ask for your help.
• 

  yiyao

  Although I didn't make an appointment in advance, I wanted to try my luck. Your assistant downstairs said that the last patient just left today...
• 

  yiyao

  I hope it won't disturb your rest... Could you...
• 

  yiyao

  Can you give me some sleep aids or antidepressants or anti-anxiety medication?
• 　　The teacher immediately changed his attitude and asked with concern.
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  lujiaoshou

  What's wrong? What happened? Come to the clinic to talk.
• 　　Across the corridor, the lights in the consultation room were turned on, and the two sat face to face in front of the leather chair.
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  yiyao

  I want some medicine.
• 

  yiyao

  Recently, I have been tossing and turning for two or three hours every night to barely fall asleep, but I still sleep very lightly.
• 

  yiyao

  Even the searchlights on the construction site near the dormitory swept across my face and woke me up.
• 

  yiyao

  The symptoms of nightmares also recurred, which I had when I was a kid.
• 

  yiyao

  And I have no sense of security. Sometimes I can't wait to hide in the closet and sleep. I am afraid of light, water, death, and the fragrance of flowers.
• 

  yiyao

  I must have an anxiety disorder and I need to take some medicine.
• 　　Professor Lu shook his head.
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  lujiaoshou

  You don't prescribe yourself casually, and I don't advocate drug control.
• 

  lujiaoshou

  I have to know the root cause of the disease, not just suppress the symptoms.
• 

  lujiaoshou

  Have you experienced extreme sadness or disappointment recently?
• 　　Yi Yao fell silent, as if he didn't know where to start.
• 　　The teacher waited without urging.
• 　　After a few minutes, it seemed that she was still trying to get the medicine she wanted, and the girl spoke reluctantly.
• 

  yiyao

  I am very uneasy, my childhood sweetheart is still separated from me.
• 　　Professor Lu looked at her with anticipation and encouraged her to continue.
• 　　The girl anxiously stroked her hair with her hands many times, and sometimes lowered her head and used her left hand's nails to scrape her right hand's nails.
• 

  yiyao

  I grew up in a broken family. Although there was a moment of light, all that followed was darkness.
• 

  yiyao

  Suffering loves me very much and wants to uproot me countless times.
• 

  yiyao

  Later, I encountered campus bullying. Yes, a person like me who has everything, has had such an unbearable history.
• 

  yiyao

  Sen Xiang died, and the title of murderer naturally fell on my head.
• 

  yiyao

  The people at school, they didn't persuade me to die.
• 

  yiyao

  Just a kind reminder that I don't need to live anymore.
• 

  lujiaoshou

  Then what did you do?
• 

  yiyao

  I'm going to die.
• 

  yiyao

  Before I died I charged each of their murderers on the embankment.
• 

  yiyao

  I said, "I don't know the murderer who killed Gu Senxiang, but everyone who killed me is here."
• 

  yiyao

  Those people are really disgusting, they do what others do.
• 

  yiyao

  They are really bored and wish one more person died.
• 

  yiyao

  Then I crawled out of hell and took revenge.
• 

  lujiaoshou

  Revenge?
• Yi Yao just stopped, she stopped mentioning this topic.
• 

  yiyao

  I long for a stable, secure and secure life.
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