I have to believe that the youth that those * *es praised and remembered was based on the pain of the victims. They really forgot everything, forgot that I was the same as the girl who was desperate every day, and even intensified, and forgot that I was as humble and ridiculous as an ant.
Should I feel fortunate that everyone can't remember me at that time after the transfer, so maybe I can really delete the humiliating junior high school years from my memory like amnesia, or whitewash and decorate them, maybe I can make up an ordinary and beautiful fourteen-year-old for myself, and then believe it from the bottom of my heart.
But no, no matter how much I deceive myself, the heart that always falls refuses to give me a way out. The reason was that I confirmed it was Yi Yao's problem at that time. If she didn't see me being poured with milk tea, maybe I could forget these unbearable histories.
But she saw it.
Obviously countless times worse than me, why can she have a childhood sweetheart by her side.
She obviously didn't even have the money to change the new school uniform, why could she ignore it and still laugh?
When I'm alone, I always remember the girl who was procrastinating on the way home that day, the girl who didn't dare to cry that night, the fourteen-year-old girl who I despised at the age of eighteen and didn't want to admit was myself.
In the mountains where I was kidnapped, I finally broke free from the shackles of the outside world, took advantage of the situation, walked over with stones, and used the edges and corners fiercely on the chest of the * who terrorized my youth.
Bang!
Like hitting a stone, with a heavy sound, my heart finally stopped falling.
People who have not experienced school violence will not understand.
They'll just think it's nothing, you're just a extreme bad boy.
No, no, no. Because we have suffered unbearable blows, sometimes we have to fight back with unconventional means to make our hearts feel a little better.
No snowflake is innocent in an avalanche.
Have you ever played Tetris? Tetris tells us that if you don't fit in with everyone, the game will be lost. If I am exactly like everyone, then I will disappear.
In that case.
Why should I be wronged to fulfill them scumbags?
I really wanted to shout out to you that someone in this class was being bullied and they said to that girl -
Jump, jump, jump.
Someone died and I know she was killed.
I have choked up several times and complained about this disgusting world.
But I know it's useless.
