I'm not afraid to admit, yes, I'm a coward.
I was always counting how many days until the senior high school entrance examination, and I was never looking forward to the last exam as much as I was then.
I have imagined a new life after I completely cut ties with them after graduation countless times, but maybe it is because this kind of praying is too urgent, which makes every day in reality seem extremely difficult - because I have to gradually become their kind.
Do you know the fashionable way of teaching people back then? I still remember the first time I hit someone, the girl seemed to be gossiping about a * and it reached her ears.
After school, she sent someone to block the girl outside the school gate, dragged her to the corner, and asked someone to hold her hands, like a piglet to be slaughtered. The slut appeared at this moment, with a contemptuous sneer on her face, and asked the girl to be smart and pick someone from the people present to "teach" her. If you don't choose, you have to find the slut's godbrothers to do it yourself.
That's right, the people who caught me for blackmail were the *s who directly killed Gu Senxiang.
The girl shrunk and shivered into a ball, her face was bloodless, her eyes dodged to glance at us again, and she pointed at me in awe.
"Yo, you have a good eye. You know that our Tang Xiaomi has never beaten anyone, right?"
The * said coldly, turning his head to stare at me.
"Since people look up to you so much, Xiaomi, you have to behave well, don't embarrass me."
I remember shaking more than the girl who was about to be beaten, my feet seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't move a step. I looked at the * pleadingly, or begged her, I begged her to send someone in my place, I didn't beg her to let the girl go, I just begged her to let me go.
Because I lowered my head and refused to move, she became impatient, she stepped forward and grabbed me by the collar, and hit me hard in the face with her other hand without hesitation.
My brain was split open by lightning, my mind stopped, and I looked at her stupidly. The slut's sharp index finger nails poked my forehead and said viciously: "Tang Xiaomi, don't you know how to hit people, huh? Just like me, it's very simple. You can think clearly, if you don't hit this slut, you will be beaten today!"
I still don't dare, I've never been in a fight since I was a child, and I can't do it. I can only endure the burning pain on half of my face, shake my head cowardly, and repeat sloppily -
"Chen Yu, I can't, I really can't... Let someone else fight, please,
Please... "
"Oh, if you want to change people so much, that's fine, no problem."
She called out the name of the girl with the strongest strength, "You hit me, hit hard, until you hit Tang Xiaomi."
The girl didn't say anything, just hit me on the other side of the face, I didn't have time to feel the pain, the third palm, the fourth palm, the fifth palm... The palms fell like hail, and when they were tired, they replaced them with fists.
"Tell me! Are you going to fight or not?! Are you going to fight or not?!" The * screamed at me.
I even felt like my face had been stripped from my body, I couldn't take it anymore, and I screamed piercingly -
"I hit... I hit!"
