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Where am I...
What's wrong with me...
The wind howled, the waves lashed against the reef
Ye Xiaokui struggled instinctively, but seawater kept pouring into her abdominal cavity, her consciousness became more and more blurred, and her body dropped infinitely, unable to grab the support point, light! It's light!
The last trace of consciousness is placed in the light shining on the water until the eyes are plunged into darkness
Slowly stop struggling, Ye Xiaokui believes for the first time that people will have a beacon phenomenon before they die. Everything that happened in this short life was replayed one by one in front of her eyes
"Am I Ye Xiaokui... or... Guo Manyue...?" The question repeated in her mind...
Are you going to say goodbye forever...?
yexiaokui"I was born in a bad family,"
yexiaokui"I remember that there were many apprentices at home. I always ate half full on purpose. I wanted to save money for my father."
yexiaokuiIn fact, there is no child who doesn't like beautiful clothes, but as far as I can remember, I have never added new clothes seriously...
yexiaokui"Once I played with my brother Xianci, and the adults called him Xianci, saying that it was because of the little freckles on his face. I was only six years old and ignorant. I thought it was funny and called him that way, but he couldn't hear me the most. Call him like this and correct me every time."
yexiaokui"I called him baked cakes, it was a coincidence that he lost the war of words with brother Panpan that day, it was brother Luan"
yexiaokui"He gave me a hand, I was already thin, he was over 1.5 meters at that time! I was still a child who didn't go to school"
shaobingLittle girl, if you do this again, I will really hit you~
yexiaokui"I fell so far away in one fell swoop, crying so hard, hurting... my clothes were torn..."
yexiaokui"He was terrified, Dad came and I said I accidentally fell..."
yexiaokui"That was the last thing that happened before I got lost..."
yexiaokuiI didn't expect this kind of opportunity to remember when I was a child... I can't believe that I have blood with them, I'm really the Guo Manyue when I was a child
yexiaokui"I can't remember who Brother Qilin and I took me out to play. I only remember that it rained very hard one night. It was a street I had never been to. I rushed down the street and cried. It was raining heavily... When I woke up, I didn't remember anything. A woman... bought me a lot of delicious food and took me out of here to a strange city. I don't know what happened in my home..."
yexiaokui"She said she was going to take me to my biological parents..."
yexiaokui"I was sold to a wealthy family, they have never had children of their own, they are nice to me, they say that I laugh like a little sunflower, and they named me little sunflower... but my new mother was pregnant before she was three months old. Since then, my attitude towards me has changed by 360 degrees... I never dare to speak up, I dare not ask why..."
yexiaokui"I always thought I was their biological daughter and they were patriarchal"
yexiaokui"Every day when I come back from school, I have a bunch of housework to do, they always quarrel, and every time they talk about my problems and say what they want me to do... I secretly cheer every day, as long as I can read, I can do anything to me, I study hard, apply for skipping grades, I count the days every day, when I can escape from my family..."
yexiaokui"There are always new injuries on my body and old injuries... Once my deskmate accidentally touched my arm, and my tears of pain fell down, and I never dared to say when the teacher asked me."
yexiaokui"I started to have heart cramps, nausea, dizziness, ringing in my ears, and when I got emotionally overwhelmed..."
yexiaokui"I'm secretly saving up to go to the doctor, depression..."
linlaoshiXiao Aoi, second grade! you are really great
yexiaokui"I'm very introverted, but Mr. Lin is always very nice to me, and he doesn't ask too much questions when I don't want to say it, and he always gives me a lot of encouragement. I sometimes take time off for no reason, but I actually recuperate at home after being beaten. Teacher Lin always speaks for me"
linlaoshiI believe her, she won't ask for leave for no reason, there must be something hidden
yexiaokui"The first in the grade is my monitor, my deskmate Yu Ziqi. He is a very sunny and handsome boy, let me see that he is deeply inferior, and others say that the monitor likes me."
yexiaokui"I don't believe it... he was born in the light, or he was that light, how could he see a dirty stray cat in a dark corner"
yexiaokui"He later transferred away, and after school that day, he left me in the classroom... he said he was going to pursue his dream, he was going to study under a teacher, he wanted to be an excellent cross talk actor... Said that their family would go to Beijing, said he would call me, let me remember him as the monitor"
yexiaokui"I gave him my phone number, and I was looking forward to his call... but for so many years... I never saw him again and heard his voice... I started laughing at myself, laughing at myself, what was I expecting?"
yeyangMom said, what depression is just that you are hypocritical and want more pocket money
yexiaokui"I'm right when my brother is still young"
yexiaokui"I will work part-time to earn medical expenses, and Teacher Lin will often sponsor me..."
linlaoshiXiao Kui, Teacher Lin loves to see you laugh...
yexiaokui"Suddenly one day I saw Yu Ziqi on a social platform. To be honest, I didn't even recognize him... Is he so tall? After a few thoughts, I decided to go to Beijing to see him."
yexiaokuiBeijing is so big, this is not home...
yexiaokui"I was particularly apprehensive, looking at the ticket in my hand... in the middle of the first row; it felt familiar to me."
yexiaokui"Finally when he came to the stage, my heart had already knocked over the five-flavor bottle, trying to cover my face, and thinking that he should have forgotten me long ago"
yuziqiCome on stage, you have to introduce yourself~
yexiaokui"He seemed to recognize me, and the grievances of so many years surged into my heart and my stomach turned upside down. I covered my mouth and stomach and squatted down and ran to the bathroom."
yexiaokui"I heard today's partner teasing him"
zhangyuhangYo, you see, the little girl vomited when she heard your voice, eh, girl, slow down~
yuziqiEh girl, I think I look okay and not scary~
The audience below speaks
guanzhongZi Qi baby is the best!!!
yexiaokui"The two on the stage were rescued after a few words. The monitor explained to me why he didn't contact me; in the past few times, my appearance and voice have been spread all over the Deyun Society, no matter how I explain that I have parents, or I was pulled by confusion to do a DNA comparison."
guodegangMy full moon! my daughter!
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yexiaokui"The Guo family cried when they hugged me. Maybe I didn't have a concept of my relatives in my impression, but I didn't have any fluctuations in my heart. Instead, I wanted to escape."
yexiaokui"I remember the monitor saying to me later..."
yuziqiXiao Aoi, I was wrong. I shouldn't have let you recognize them and made you suffer so much again...
yexiaokui"At nearly 1.9 meters, he was like a child with red eyes, lowered his head, pulled his hands, and hesitated to apologize to the 1.63 meter me, and from time to time wiped the tears from his face with his hands... How can this be The monitor's fault... I know very well"
yexiaokui"I was taken to the rose garden that day, and the splendor in front of me made me instantly afraid and unfamiliar; it was an indescribable taste"
yexiaokui"The family also has a daughter, Guo Wangshu. She gets along very well with the family, and I often look like an outsider. They say I was adopted in the third year of my disappearance... I could feel her hostility to me the first time I came to the rose garden."
yexiaokuiIf buying and selling children is not illegal, then my adoptive parents must have hit Deyun She hard...
yexiaokui"Wangshu... Wangshu... is the meaning of the moon god, the moon? I heard it and thought about it. I only blame myself for being ignorant and not bringing it to understand."
yexiaokui"I must be not interesting and good enough myself"
yexiaokui"They also started to exclude me, they didn't like me, and I still didn't dare to say it after being wronged and bullied... I know that blood has nothing to do with family, Guo Wangshu is family with them, and has only guilt for me."
yexiaokuiThe only person in this family who is really good to me is that little brother Andy... but how could I let him get involved...
yexiaokui"You're not like a full moon... that's what I often hear... I know, Wangshu is a full moon, Wangshu is a full moon, and the full moon in my heart was already on the day of diagnosis... or died that rainy night"
yexiaokui"I have learned patience over the years, but I am still a minor child"
yexiaokui"The overwhelming and indiscriminate abuse, Guo Wangshu's everything is difficult to frame, and Mrs. Guo's subconscious favoritism and preference still made me red-eyed..."
yexiaokui"I also thought for a moment that I was Guo Manyue..."
yexiaokuiI sat on the edge of the reef and posted Sunflower's last Weibo and Ye Xiaokui's first Weibo.
Sunflower
#It's too late to say goodbye, then we won't see you again! Sunflower is over, thank you to all the friends who have accompanied and liked my works [video]
#null Ye Xiaokui, I'm going home [Video]
yexiaokui"Everyone says I have a great voice, but I've never really lit up"
yexiaokui"I was on the reef, the camera was facing the sea, and I recorded a few words, just keep it for myself"
"I woke up on March 3rd"
"Flowers bloom and fall year after year"
"Home is here and has not changed..."
"Come home with me."
yexiaokui"I'm going home..."
yexiaokui"The Weibo message immediately rang non-stop, and I didn't dare to take a look... I threw the phone into the sea, and let this gossip wash away with the sea! At least for me."
yexiaokuiI finally succeeded in this suicide...
yexiaokui"Sunflower and Ye Xiaokui are the same person, but Guo Manyue is not"
"Moon, moon"
"You can see the south side"
"Can also see the north side"
"If you see her, tell me"
"Just say I miss her"
zuozhezhangmanyueZhang Manyue: "The Moon, the Moon" is being serialized
Chapter 1 [End]
12.15 After so long, I was suddenly blocked. I'm a little excited, Tiezi. Thank you, Dad, for remembering me 💦💦
Do you want to play with me? When my announcer officially joins, you come to me, and I invite you to listen to the cross talk 💦💦
The photo with Duo Duo was released on 12.25 💦
By fate, I also think about how to take a good picture of my little broken book, and when the final photo of the little broken book is released, it will be officially over. I will keep the New Year pot for the little broken book 💦💦