ajiutangThis story has nothing to do with the plot of "Fame Beloved", but suddenly had such an inspiration, so I wanted to write it down
ajiutangThis story is purely fictional, do not rise to the real thing!!!
ajiutangIt's not a dialogue mode~ My posting this chapter doesn't affect my more "Famous Darling"
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"Shen Zhiyu! Are you crazy? I tried my best to send you to school and you just made trouble for me like this, are you worthy of me? Okay! I won't care about you anymore! You can do it yourself!"
It was as if she had already been prepared. After the woman finished speaking, she directly pulled the packed suitcase out of the house. At that moment, Shen Zhiyu knew that she was really the only one left
Dropped out of school, penniless and desperate, Shen Zhiyu came to the bar where his mother worked
"Yo, Gillian's daughter, what's the matter? Are you here to be the escort lady too?" The woman in charge of the bar said.
Yes, my mother was a chaperone, and because of her job, I was always inferior and looked down upon
"I want to be a resident singer"
"You can sing?" The woman in charge gave me a suspicious look.
"Yes, can you let me try?"
"Yes, as long as you sing well, I will leave you behind"
This is the first time in my life that I'm standing on stage, even though it's a stage in a bar, and there are pairs of men and women below the stage
"I fell in love with a person who made me desperate. I thought this was the world I was pursuing, but I went on a rampage..." After singing the song, I slowly opened my eyes and found that everyone in the audience was looking at me, and for a moment I remembered the thunderous applause.
"You sing well. If Gillian had your voice, she wouldn't be an escort. Stay here. By the way, how old are you, little sister?"
"I am 14 years old"
"Only 14, Gillian is also cruel, let you come out to sing at such a young age"
A few days later, I began to sing on stage every day. Everyone ordered me to sing. The other two standing singers left. There were more people in the bar. They all came for me. They paid me to sing, and I didn't lose anything. But only one thing, I don't sell my goods or my body
I don't know when I started putting on heavy makeup, dyeing my hair in big burgundy waves, and acting in plays that weren't my age
Since my arrival has made a lot of money in the bar, the woman in charge is getting better and better for me, holding me like an ancestor, for fear that I will leave unhappily
What changed my life was when I was 16 years old, I met a boy who changed my life
That day, I was singing love songs on the stage as usual. A group of men below the stage were crazy for me. Only a boy in a white shirt who looked clean was sitting in the corner and listened carefully to my singing. He was not as noisy as they were. Maybe it was his temperament or his dress that didn't fit in here. I noticed him
In the following days, the boy would come to listen to me sing every day, and listened quietly every day for about half a month. Suddenly one day he didn't come. After singing a song, I quickly ran off the stage and ran out of the bar
The woman in charge yelled at me from behind where are you going? Come back soon, do you hear me?
There were a lot of people gathered on the other side of the square, I saw him
"You are my little star, hanging on the sky to shine, I have decided to love you, and I will not give up easily..."
I listened to him sing quietly, how clean and clear his voice was, as pure and unblemished as himself
After he finished singing, he walked over to me and asked, "What do you think of my singing?"
"Very good, the sound is nice"
In this way, the two of us met. He said his name was Ma Jiaqi, I said my name was Shen Zhiyu, he said he was 19 years old, and I said I was 16 years old.
I still sing on stage every day, he will come to cheer me on, or sit in that corner and listen quietly
Until one day he said to me: "You are so smart you should go to school and live a better life"
It's not that I haven't been to school. A rich little princess in the school didn't know where to learn that my mother, Gillian, was an escort lady, and then told the whole class, and the whole class laughed at me. I was angry. The little princess was beaten and expelled from the school, and I started to hate the word school
I didn't answer him, turned and left
In the evening, I received a WeChat from him, saying that he was about to leave this place. If I was willing to go to school, he would stay with me. I didn't want him to leave, so I could only agree.
He knocked on my door early the next morning and said he was going to change me completely, my burgundy hair was dyed back to black, my big waves were turned straight, and he took me to the mall to buy clothes that I used to think I might never wear in my life
He stumbled across tattoos on my legs and my neck, and he frowned
"What's wrong?"
"Wash the tattoo"
"I don't want it! I finally got a tattoo, why did I wash it?" Noticing that he seemed a little unhappy, I immediately added: "It hurts to wash."
"Girls with tattoos can't find a good partner after that."
"Then I won't look for it, can I follow you?"
He didn't answer, but pushed me perfunctorily. In fact, he didn't answer, and I knew what he meant.
The tattoo was still washed off, and I was left to cry
I went to the bar and resigned, and the woman in charge watched me leave reluctantly
Ma Jiaqi has found a school for me, and I can go to school soon
"Sophomore year? I can't do it, I definitely can't keep up"
"It doesn't matter, what can't you do? I'll teach you." Ma Jiaqi moved into my house to help me with my homework, so I went to school during the day and listened to him help me with my homework when I went home at night
I asked him don't you have to go to school? He smiled and said nothing
Not only that, but he took on cooking for me, waking me up, taking me to school, picking me up from school
The peaceful life changed when I entered the third year of high school. They inadvertently knew about my great achievements in school and my mother's career. I wanted to do it many times. Ma Jiaqi asked me to ignore them, but I held back. If I don't move them, they will come to the door and bully me by themselves
Ma Jiaqi was injured and stabbed in the shoulder. In order to save me, fortunately there is no serious problem. He recovered quickly, but there was a scar on his shoulder
Because Ma Jiaqi was injured, and the person who injured Ma Jiaqi was expelled, no one in the class dared to discuss these things anymore, and they all began to prepare for the college entrance examination seriously
The day of the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, but Ma Jiaqi is moving out of my house. I asked why? He smiled bitterly and said, "What can I do when my mother comes back?"
But he still picks me up from school every day, but he has no time to help me study. He said that trust me, I will definitely get good grades in the test
In the days of the college entrance examination, Ma Jiaqi didn't show up. I didn't know where his home was, so I could only call him. His voice was a little weak. I asked him what was wrong. He said it was fine, but he had a little cold. Just take the exam well, I'm fine
After the exam, I exceedingly called Ma Jiaqi and asked him to come out to celebrate, but I called several times in a row and no one answered
My mood was inexplicably irritable, the phone suddenly rang, it was Ma Jiaqi calling, I answered the phone happily, but it was not his voice on the other end of the phone
"Ah Yu, come to the hospital, Jiaqi... he can't do it anymore" A woman on the other end of the phone cried.
I don't know how I got to the hospital. When I got to Ma Jiaqi's ward, I opened the door of the ward with trembling hands. The woman in front of me was the woman who was crying on the phone just now. The person lying on the bed is Ma Jiaqi
Ma Jiaqi has lost his breath, his ECG is already a white line
He entered my world silently and left silently, as if he had never been here
I didn't shed a single tear until the funeral, maybe I'm really cold-blooded
"Ah Yu, Jiaqi is actually your brother, half-brother. I left you because I wanted to take care of him. He suffered from heart disease since he was a child. The doctors said that he would not live to be 20 years old. He takes medicine all the year round, and his body cannot exercise vigorously. He wanted to commit suicide several times..."
I finally understand now why Ma Jiaqi doesn't play basketball like other boys, why his lips are often white and his hands are often cold...
I was successfully admitted to the university and spent three years in the school quietly
After graduation, I went back to that bar and continued to sing as a resident singer
I'm going to wait for my boy in white to come back to me, if I go and he comes back he won't find me
Gillian got married. This time she really stepped into the palace of marriage. This is what she dreamed of. A few years later, her son was born
She called to tell me that she named her child Eran
"Jiaqi knows how to meet and is safe"
"The boy who said girls can't have tattoos left a scar on his body for the girl, and he will never know that the girl also has a scar on her heart"
"Let's not be siblings and lovers in our next life, right?"
"When will my boy in white come back for me?"
She stole the white moonlight but didn't own the white moonlight
-Finished-
ajiutangThe reason why I suddenly wanted to write such a short story is because I suddenly had an inspiration and wanted to write it down
ajiutangIt's perfectly thought and written...
ajiutangWhen I wrote it at the end, my eyes were hazy with tears.
