"Sir we are here"
Jimin with no expression sighed and looked at the flower beside him. His eyes were emotionless but a guilt feeling revolves around them.
He manly collected the flower and stepped out of the car, for a while he stared at the building where memories were filled with.
"You can go. I will call you when I need you" He told the driver.
His heartbeats could easily be heard, it was a place where he wishes not to visit but the guilt of the past left him with no choice.
he caused it and has to face a tremendous amount on his own...
'A battle him alone has to face and overcome'
With a sigh, he gently walks down to the hanok building where beautiful moments are created but this building tells a different story.
'A place meant to cry'
His feet were heavy as he slowly walks down to the entrance where an attendant was readily waiting for him as if the coming was scheduled.
The attendant bowed respectfully to him clearing the path for him...
Jimin slightly bowed in return and walked into the spherical room blinded with red candles glittering all over the room, a certain perfume scent lingering in the air. The room was ritualistic as blossom flowers scattered around the room and a lily flower was placed down before a picture.
A picture of a tanned little girl with straight hair and bangs covering her forehead. Her oval face with a slightly pointed nose and monolid eyes gave her the reminiscing look but nothing glitters more than her happy smiling face. Her sparkling teeth are widely seen from her heart charming smile of hers.
The face that resonates happiness and bears no grudges...
'The face that speaks only innocence'
Jimin steady his breaths as his eyes lingered in that picture that his memory only pictures of. His eyes were slightly blurry as he holds in the tears that tries trickling out.
He muffled out a smile but the smile was damn emotionless. His famous eye smile was nowhere to be found.
'The smile that bears pains'
"How have you been? I am sorry I haven't visited, it's just a lot have been going on lately" He cheekily said trying to make every word sound alright.
"I can't believe it's been fifteen years already and marking it the sixth year I found you." He smiled and awkwardly scratched his lower neck
"You know I have been trying to live on with my life but hahaha it seems karma is paying me for my crimes. But not to worry I am trying to live my life to the fullest and,"
His voice hitched as he tries recollecting his words, tears unknowingly filling up his eyes as he struggles with his being.
"Who are my kidding? To tell you the truth I can't go on living my life. It has always been the same thing every day. How can I go on living when you are not here and fully knowing it was all my fault? I have been living in hell all through my life. The everyday guilt still haunts me down a-and is so unbearable. So unbearable for me to endure anymore, Is getting so tough for me and I need help. I need help, please help me Lee Areum "
He sniffles and wipes away the ocean of tears making way down his cheeks.
"I have told you funny how you have the same name with someone I know. At times I imagine you were her and strongly wish you were the one still here but I guess the timing is too late and that will never happen because you are already gone. It's all my fault and I am sorry for that day; I AM REALLY SORRY!! It wouldn't have happened if I didn't think of myself and left you that day to die"
He tightly held his chest as he painfully sobs, his mind obviously going berserk with the thoughts of that night it all took place.
He can still hear her angelic melodious voice begging him not to leave but he hardened his so tendered heart and made for the run.
"I didn't mean to leave you that day, I came back but as always I am too late. If only I could turn back the hands of time, I promise to save you even if it meant laying down my life for you. I'm Sorry"
****
Areum lifelessly walked down the hallways slightly panicky of the dream she had that always come once in a while but in a different staged dimension.
In her subconscious mind, the dreams all seem real but in actual reality, it felt like a delusion. She didn't know what to do nor say.
Her mind was at war trying to find who she is and what those dreams are trying to tell her of her memory.
She stood at the doorpost and heavily knocked at the consultant room. A voice behind the doors ushered her in. It was a deep but breathtaking voice.
She slowly turned the doorknob sliding the door open as she reveals the tall shining man in a white lab coat. .His skin were a bit tanned but it still shines in the dark, his tall height and slender body gave him the basic qualifications of being the eyesore of many women. His smooth skin and spotless face were indeed a miracle made in heaven. No wonder he is named as the 'Most Handsome Man in the world'
'Dr. Kim Taehyung'
"You are here?" He stood up smilingly waving to the presence that made itself known.
His smiles are the reason why there is war among fans. His world-famous rectangular-shaped smile melts down every angry soul.
'That one boxy smile that heals the broken'
"Annyeong" Areum greeted and tiredly slumps down to the nearest chair. She low key massages her temples as small grunts leaves her mouth.
"Here drink this and calm down" The Angel in white offered her a coffee and slightly patted her shoulder.
She sat up and daringly drank down the cup of coffee in one go.
Taehyung chuckled and shook his head;
"Here have mine! Make yourself comfortable and just tell me whenever you are ready"