My name is Xue Yingyu.
The name is given by my parents, it doesn't matter if it sounds good or not.
At first, my family had a little spare money, at least I didn't worry about food and clothing.
Studying is not difficult for me. In high school, I was easily admitted to the best high school in the province.
On the first day of school, I saw my deskmate.
His name seems to be Song Yaxuan, and I often see his father on TV.
He didn't go to an aristocratic school.
I vaguely remember that the first sentence we met was...
songyaxuanFirst grade hello
I seemed to just nod and not respond.
This person is very strange, obviously I am so indifferent, but he has to come over every day.
I sometimes wonder, did he spend a lot of money to go to high school?
Such a simple question, but I still don't understand it again and again.
I'm really a little annoyed with him.
But after that, our relationship started to slowly improve.
My body is not very good, so my stomach hurts extra every month when I have something to do.
I wasn't ready that day, and I felt a twisting pain in my lower abdomen.
I felt like my pants were stained with something.
I was embarrassed and didn't dare to get up to clean up.
He came back from playing and found me like this.
I hunched over and lay on the table. He seemed to be very sophisticated, and he could see my cramping at once.
He handed me the school uniform on the stool.
That is, after this time, our topics gradually increased.
We would fight each other, and my smile seemed to grow.
I vaguely remember that when he graduated from high school, he confessed to me.
Like a ghost, I agreed.
After we got together, I found out that he was a liar.
He fell in love with me at first sight, but didn't admit it.
Those pediatric questions that repeatedly asked me were not worth mentioning in his eyes.
Because, when he entered the second grade, it was him.
This is what he told me after we were together.
Later, we were admitted to the same university.
Our love, a talk is 4 years.
Like all couples, we have gone through the green period, the love period, the break-in period...
During our senior year, he was going to propose to me.
But at about the same time, Mom told my dad about gambling.
At first I was still persuading him that gambling is a bottomless pit without a head.
But gradually, I found that he was obsessed.
Usury interest rate, from the beginning of borrowing 500,000, has been delayed until 5 million.
And it's still rolling.
All the money at home was lost, and my mother sold the house, but it was still not enough.
I don't know what to do, and I don't know what to do after Song Yaxuan finds out.
With his temperament, he should compromise with his family.
Then take the money and pay the debt with me.
Because he loves me, I know he will do it.
However, I don't want to.
I don't want him to give up his future for me.
So after graduation, I left and went to work in a small county to pay off my debts.
But with only 2,000 wages a month, how can you fill that bottomless pit?
After three years, loan sharks rolled to the 30 million.
I almost broke down.
I returned to the city and met Zhu Zhixin.
Thank you for giving me a job, and the salary is very high. After decades of hard work, it should be paid off.
On the first day back, I saw him.
He is still as good-looking as he was back then, and the accumulation of these years has made him more attractive and inconvenient.
I ran away.
I don't know how to face him.
I don't know how to explain it either.
There seems to be no shortage of Yingying Yanyan around him, he has changed a lot.
But what should come will always come, and we met.
He seems to hate me.
It's okay, that's what I deserve.
If hate me, can alleviate the regret between us, then I would rather you hate me forever.
Song Yaxuan, I don't seem to have ever told you that I love you.
But... I love you.
Love you a thousand times.
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