~ 1 ~
Even though both Taehyung and I had been friends for a very long time, we haven’t really interacted with each other as a couple. Thus, it was only after we ascertained our relationship that we discovered all sorts of problems. For instance, I found out that this fellow is extremely controlling.
I have a habit – when I’m entering a restaurant with other people, I have a tendency to be the first one to open the door, so that I’m able to hold the door open for subsequent people entering the restaurant.
When I went on dates with him, I helped him keep the door open several times. This caused him to be rather unhappy, “You should let men handle these types of things!”
Alright, you handle it.
As I have a very keen sense of time, I’d always arrive twenty minutes earlier than the scheduled time for all our dates.
He became unhappy once more, “You could always arrive slightly later, I don’t mind waiting for you.”
Alright, I guess I’d have to dawdle at home and waste time before arriving precisely ten minutes later than the scheduled time.
When we went out on dates, he always paid for all our expenses. As I felt bad for him, I always offered to pay for my share. However, he always refused to let me pay. Once, I took the opportunity to settle the bill when he went to the washroom. When he returned to the table, he was so mad that his face nearly turned red.
I bought two bottles of mineral water and was about to open them before I noticed the slight furrow in his brows. Without a second thought, I immediately started to pretend that I was extremely weak, and complained, “I can’t open it.”
He took the bottles from me and opened them without much effort. He then even put a straw into the bottle before passing them back to me and conveniently patted my head. He appeared to be in a terribly good mood.
Sometimes, men can be really, really childish.
~ 2 ~
My senior from High School told me that she had just moved to Seoul and that she was experiencing great difficulty adjusting to the new environment.
“When I arranged to have dinner with my friend at 5:30 PM, my friend came to pick me up at 3 PM. Initially, I was really confused – why did we have to leave so early? It was only later that I understood why. First, we hopped onto the bus, which slowly chugged past a few bridges before slowly driving past a few rivers. Just when I suspected that the bus was going to drive all the way, my friend finally indicated that we had arrived at our stop, and we alighted. After alighting, my friend told me that we still had to take the subway and transfer twice before we reach our final destination. At that time, I experienced a meltdown and started crying by the roadside. I complained whilst crying, lamenting to came here.”
I didn’t take her very seriously and simply laughed aloud at the ludicrous nature of the situation.
It was only subsequently when I moved to Seoul that I realized that her tale was really true; it wasn’t exaggerated at all, not even the slightest bit. When we wanted to meet, we had to undertake a two-hour of the journey.
“Why do I feel as though we’re in a long-distance relationship?”
He nodded in agreement, “I feel the same way.”
Before long, he bought a car.
“Why did you waste money purchasing a car?”
“I’m afraid that it would be too hard on you.”
I was extremely touched.
However, we soon discovered that during peak hours, Seoul was like an overcooked porridge – the cars that were on the road were unable to move even a single inch.
He was supposed to pick me up for dinner after work; however, he was nowhere to be seen. After some time, I called him “Where are you?”
“I’m in a jam – I’m currently at Old Street Road.”
An hour later, I called him once more, “Where are you now?”
“Still at Old Street Road.”
After another hour had passed, “Where now?”
“Old Street Road.”
“……”
After the sunset and the moon hung in the middle of the sky, he called, “I’m at Itaewon Street, but it’s still congested. Why don’t you take the train over, we can have supper……”
— We should have simply taken the train from the start!
~ 3 ~
After we got together, Taehyung’s life had only two major things left for him to complete – earn money, and persuade me to move in with him.
“Why don’t you move in with me? We can stay together.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Alternatively, I could move into your apartment.”
“I don’t want that either.”
“Give me a reason why.”
“My Eomma wouldn’t allow it.”
“Your Eomma has already agreed.”
“When did this happen?”
“During Chuseok (Thanksgiving or Mid-Autumn Festival), I sent her some songpyeon (moon-shaped rice cakes) – along with a request asking for her consent in relation to our cohabitation. She said that she had no issues with us cohabiting as long as you were willing to.”
“Wait a minute, you sent songpyeon to my eomma? Why do I have absolutely no clue that you did that?”
“There are many other things you are clueless about. Don’t change the subject, are you going to move in or not?”
“I’m not moving in; I’m not used to staying with another person.”
“You’re going have to move in sooner or later anyway, so you might as well start getting used to it now.”
“You’re so annoying, I said I won’t move, and that’s that.” After numerous attempts, he finally stopped trying to persuade me, so I naturally thought that he had given up on the idea. Thus, I was extremely surprised when one fine day, he abruptly gave me a stack of documents.
“What’s this?”
“A feasibility report.”
Yes, the reason why he stopped trying to persuade me for a period of time was because he needed time to gather information and other data. In order to persuade me to agree to cohabitation, he even analyzed the pros and cons from various viewpoints and came up with a comprehensive report on how we could implement our cohabitation plan. The report even contained various case references, an interior map of the apartment, and a daily routine chart…
“What if… What if I’m still unwilling to move in?”
“I’ll do up a PPT then.”
That’s enough of your nonsense!!
~ 4 ~
In the end, he managed to succeed in persuading me to move in.
“This is the result of my perseverance and hard work.”
Looking at the smug expression on his face, I didn’t have the heart to tell him that the real reason why I agreed was because after I switched companies, my new company is only a mere 15-minute distance away from his apartment. After various calculations, I realized that this meant that I could sleep in for an additional hour every day.
I immediately decided to move into his apartment!
~ 5 ~
Staying together meant that, with our numerous individual lifestyle habits, we had to learn how to slowly accommodate each other.
The very first difficulty we encountered was: In order to sleep, he had to have a nightlight on, whereas I could only sleep in total darkness – even the slightest bit of light could keep me awake.
In order to accommodate me, he took the initiative to off the lights.
As he kept tossing and turning the entire night, I crawled out of bed and turned on the light.
As a result, I became the one who was unable to drift off into sleep.
It hurt him to see me tossing and turning; thus, he decided to grab the blanket and sleep on the sofa outside.
During that period of time, both of us suffered from a lack of sleep and exhaustion. However, there was nothing either of us could do as habits could not be changed within one or two days.
Before long, Valentine’s Day nearing. It was the first Valentine’s Day we were spending together; thus, I was terribly excited and kept trying to ask in a roundabout manner what gift I would be receiving from him.
“It’s something you really, really need.” He spoke.
After someday, Valentine’s Day finally arrived. On that Day, he handed me a box which I opened with great care. The moment I saw the contents of the box, I felt as though a crow flew over my head.
This was our first Valentine’s Day!!
And yet, the present this fellow bought for me was – a sleeping mask!!!!
“With this, both of us would be able to sleep in peace.”
……
Ah, I feel like giving him a good beating – and nobody’s allowed to stop me.
~ 6 ~
It was another Valentine’s Day.
Most unfortunately, during that period of time, both of us were extremely busy with work. The moment the weekend arrived, both of us grabbed our laptops and started working overtime. When the sun started to set, I stood up and started stretching my stiff body. Only then did I suddenly realize – today is Valentine’s Day!
I ran to him and asked for my present. He stared at me blankly before saying in an innocent tone, “I forgot. Why didn’t you remind me?”
I was so angry I wanted to punch the walls, “Damn it, I forgot too!”
~ 7 ~
Taehyung said that I had terrible sleeping habits – I frequently snatched the blanket from him, and even liked to place my foot on his stomach, causing him to suffer from insomnia the entire night.
I said, “If I do that in the future, just shake me awake.”
When I said the above sentence, I was simply being courteous. Who would have known that this fellow would really shake me awake in the middle of the night?
“Just take a look for yourself at how much space you are dominating.”
I glanced at my surroundings and found nothing to refute his claims. Indeed, my spiderman-like posture took up two-thirds of the king-sized bed.
I apologized to him sincerely before returning to my sleep.
Before long, I woke up as I was feeling too hot. When I woke up, I discovered that whilst I was snuggled tightly in the blanket, a certain person was pitifully curled up on his side of the bed.
I carefully placed the blanket on him in an attempt to hide my nefarious actions. However, he instantly woke up when I touched him. Without a second thought, I launched into a pitiful act, “TaeTae, I had a nightmare. In the nightmare, the boat I was on capsized and I fell into the ocean, so I felt extremely, extremely cold.”
He replied, “Yes, I’m extremely cold too.”
Me: “Wow! We can truly read each other’s minds! Hahahahahaha.”
Him: “I’m cold because I have no blanket to cover me, but you’re probably cold because you feel guilty.”
“……”
~ 8 ~
After being with Taehyung for a long time, I realized that Taehyung had various compulsive behaviors.
The money, especially notes in his wallet are all arranged in accordance with the value of the notes, and they must all be arranged face-front; his items must be placed in their fixed positions – the wallet and the keys must be placed at the entrance hall, the remote controls must be placed in the left drawer of the tea table, and the iPad must be placed on the cabinet;
All our everyday outfits must be purchased from a single, fixed brand; (A/N: You all know the name ^_^)
All vertical objects must be arranged parallel to the sides of the table;
The clothes in the closet must be arranged in accordance with their thickness as well as their color tone;
He even arranged all my make-up and skin care products according to their height and their width, with all the dispensers faced in a single direction.
“Are they undergoing military training?” I asked him.
“Don’t you feel more comfortable when you look at them now?”
“I’m going to ask you a question, and you must answer me honestly.”
“What?”
“Did you secretly enlist yourself in the military?”
“……”
~ 9 ~
The impression others have of Taehyung is that he is a model youth who excels in the six important areas: study, thought, style, occupation, discipline, and way of life. Wherever he went, he always looked impeccable and flawless; however, my fellow friends, we should always caution ourselves against being deceived by appearances! Indeed, this fellow is stubborn, compulsively clean, fusses over minor details, and is highly difficult to please.
He never ever loans his books to others, because he hates people flipping through his book flippantly without taking proper care of them; he never ever lets outsiders enter his room, and instantly locks his room the minute young children visit the home. His family reared a golden retriever when he was younger. However, when he brought it out for a walk and met others who requested his permission to pat the dog, he always refused, and would even get peeved on several occasions, demanding to know why in the world they wanted to touch his dog.
When we were studying, there was this one time our class organized a BBQ outing. The rest of us made do with disposable bowls and utensils – only he, he actually brought! his! very! own! utensils!
When we started staying together, I initially thought that his fussy temperament and obsession with cleanliness would contribute to numerous conflicts between us – who would have known that not only would he refrain from fussing over minor matters, he would further allow me to slowly but gradually enter, and invade his personal space. Currently, he is able to tolerate my habit of using his cup and his chopsticks, and he is also able to put up me when I wear his T-shirts. He has even allowed me to influence him in cultivating numerous bad habits – nowadays, when we wake up in the morning, he would lay and cuddle in bed with me; when reading, he would lie with me on the floor or on the sofa for one entire afternoon. When standing, he no longer stands upright, and when sitting, he no longer straightens his back, when wearing shoes, he no longer wears socks, rather he preferred to stay barefoot like me. When describing such a phenomenon, he chose to characterize it as follows, “the good habits that I cultivated since young are now all destroyed because of you.”
I replied, saying that your personality in the past was horrendously dislikeable. Conversely, you’re so cute now it’s unbelievable.
~ 10 ~
Previously, I asked Taehyung whether there was anything in which he was confident of achieving.
Subsequently, he told me that amongst the numerous things he believed in, one of them was his expectation that we would ultimately end up together.
However, what he did not expect was my decision to come to Seoul to look for him on my own accord. At that time, I didn’t tell him that I had quit my job in Daegu, mainly because I felt that it would be extremely embarrassing if I suddenly ran up to him and told him that “I quit my job only because I wanted to slog it out in Seoul with you”.
It was only after I arrived in Seoul and settled down when I finally decided to give him a call. He thought that I was here on a business trip, and arranged to meet me on a weekend.
I managed to locate my rental apartment from a cursory Internet search, and moved in immediately on the night I arrived in Seoul. Because of my young age, I had very little experience renting rooms from others, and never thought about checking the housing permits. Subsequently, I discovered that my ‘landlord’ was actually just a tenant – because of his greed for rental money, he secretly erected partitions in the house and sublet these ‘rooms’ without the landlord’s permission. On the second day of my stay, the landlord came to check the apartment.
Having found out that the apartment housed six families, the landlord insisted that we move out immediately before she resorted to calling the police.
As such, I was thrown out of my apartment. It was 12 at midnight, and I stood by the roadside with my two big bags of luggage, absolutely clueless and lost as to my next course of action. I had nowhere to go.
Thus, I was forced to give Taehyung a call. He rushed over immediately, and when he saw me looking lost and destitute whilst dragging my luggage, his anger boiled over.
“Why would you decide to rent an apartment?” He interrogated me.
It was only then that I told him the truth.
“I quit my job.”
“When was this?”
“Last week.”
“Why did you quit your job?”
“I just…… didn’t want to work there anymore.”
“You want to stay in Seoul?”
“Yes.”
“Do you have any plans?”
I shook my head.
“Have you found a job that you desired? Have you sent out your resume? Would your previous employer be able to help write some recommendation letters for you?”
He is an extremely logical and rational person; before embarking on a course of action, he would have crafted Plan A, Plan B, and Plan C in great detail, which is the entire opposite of what I did. I shook my head innocuously and said that I hadn’t thought of any plans. When he heard that, he flew into a rage, his baritone voice loudly resonated in the night, “Then why on earth did you come here?! Don’t you know how to plan for your future? You had a good job, but you threw it away singlehandedly. You’re not a child anymore, so how could you be so wilful? What on earth are you thinking?”
His harsh words made me feel terribly anxious, so I simply blurted out the truth, “I was thinking of you! Why else would I come to Seoul!”
The moment those words left my mouth, both of us were stunned into silence. I felt highly awkward and tried to defuse the situation by dragging one of my bags and walking away. “In any event, I have made up my mind to stay in Seoul. I will look for a job, so you don’t have to worry about me.”
He caught up with me, silently grabbing my other bag and heading to the road to flag a taxi.
I was still feeling rather upset, but I suddenly burst out in laughter when I gradually neared him.
“Taehyung, are you blushing?”
“Keep quiet, will you.” He turned his face away, his voice muffled in the night.
~ 11 ~
Now that I think about it, it’s quite interesting – when he confessed to me and when I subsequently confessed to him, neither of us used the word ‘love’. We just became lovers naturally, as though it was the most logical thing in the world.
In actuality, I had been a very cowardly person since young and was usually extremely indecisive. Coming to Seoul was the firmest decision I had ever made. Even I myself am unable to understand why I experienced a sudden surge of courage – maybe it was because I was still young then, and thought that any decision I made didn’t involve too much investment.
Once, a person asked me whether I ever queried the correctness of my decision to go to Seoul. This is a really difficult question to answer. Staying at Daegu definitely had its perks – my life would definitely have been smoother and more comfortable, but Seoul enabled me to experience an entirely different lifestyle. It provided me with a platform to realize my inner potential, helped to create in me an attitude that is brave and positive, and allowed me to morph into a person with more confidence. Of course, a large part of this change can be attributed to Taehyung’s presence by my side.
In my opinion, one is unable to definitively judge whether a decision is right or wrong. As long as one is willing to bear the consequences, one’s decision would generally be free from criticism. Abandoning the past, and choosing to create a new life together with him was a decision I made. Regardless of whether the ending is good or bad, I would accept them with peace of mind.
Having said that, I would nevertheless joke with him occasionally, saying that had I stayed in Daegu, I might have been the leader of some department by now. During these times, he would rebut me with a righteous tone, “Aren’t you the leader presently in charge of me anyway? Clearly, you’re not at a disadvantage .”
~ 12 ~
If I recall correctly, after I came to Seoul, we naturally transformed from friends to lovers. When he came by to help me move into my new place, the landlord asked, “Are you staying alone, or are both of you staying together?”
I hurriedly replied that I was staying alone, my face reddening in the process.
Subsequently, when I was chatting with my roommate, she pointed at Taehyung and asked, “Is he your boyfriend?”
Before I had a chance to reply, a certain person put his arms around me and nodded his head. That was how we ascertained our relationship as lovers.
However, he subsequently did open up, “I too, experienced an internal struggle when I was thinking about our relationship.”
Confused, I asked, “What’s there for you to struggle over?”
He replied, “If I immediately agreed to be your lover just because you made an offhand and random decision to pursue me, I would lose face.”
“May I ask how you showcased this ‘struggle’?”
“I decided to ignore you for a period of time because I couldn’t let you become too arrogant.”
“So…?”
“That’s why several times when you called me, I intentionally chose not to pick up.”
“And…?”
“And sometimes, when you asked me out on a date, I replied saying that I wasn’t free.”
“That’s it?”
“Yup.”
Taehyung, I’m really sorry, but I was totally clueless about your sensitive and delicate inner thoughts and feelings at that point in time. I truly thought that you were simply too busy for dates.
~ 13 ~
In the past, Taehyung appeared terribly cold on the outside, but had a great amount of internal emotional activity – as such, even in situations where his heart was about to burst with happiness, he nevertheless tried his best to maintain his cold, deadpan expression. Unfortunately, a certain fellow’s “Male God” image is presently crushed into smithereens; instead, he has switched his course, and is currently galloping on the road to Shamelessness. No matter how hard I whip my horse, I am unable to catch up with him.
Last weekend, I put in a huge amount of effort to prepare a complex, home-cooked dish. When I brought it to the table, he was extremely picky and criticized my food, saying that it wasn’t nice.
I got so mad I started shouting, “I’m never going to cook an entire meal for you ever again!”
“If that’s the case, you can simply cook the dishes – anyway, I know how to steam the rice.” He replied calmly.
“I won’t even cook dishes! Who are you anyway Mister? Do I know you? Are we in a relationship?”
“Yes.” He didn’t even blink before answering. “We are husband and wife so, we are in a relationship.”
I was so angry I nearly fainted.
The next day, however, he was extremely obedient and finished all the dishes and the rice. Subsequently, he put down his bowl and lay on the sofa, moaning and wheezing. “I’m stuffed.”
I helped him massage his stomach, “You’re already an adult, so why don’t you exercise some self-control when you eat?”
He sighed, “I have no other option.”
“Why?”
“I am only able to escape washing up duty if I eat till I’m stuffed.”
Hey buddy, do you even remember the ‘elegant and cool’ image you tried so hard to create in the past?
~ 14 ~
When I decided to quit my job in order to go to Seoul, all my friends thought that I was crazy, and each of them took turns counseling me. However, I was determined to go to Seoul, and no amount of counseling would change my mind. According to them, it was as though I was possessed – to them, it wasn’t worth going through so much hassle just for a man. Thus, my best friends had an extremely negative impression of Taehyung.
During my second year in Seoul, my dorm leader Choi Eun-Yeong (who was on extremely good terms with me during my University years) came to Seoul on a work trip. Eun-Yeong was 1.75m tall. In order to appear normal when I stood next to her, I grit my teeth and wore my 8cm heels for our meeting.
I soon realized that it was a fatal mistake. From Gwang-jin-gu to Yongsan-gu– I walked the entire distance in my heels. My 8cm heels. As a result, I nearly died from walking.
Initially, the original plan was to go window shopping and sightseeing with my favorite Eun-Yeong during the day before meeting Taehyung for dinner at night. However, my plan got disrupted when my wallet got stolen at Yongsan-gu (What?! Thieves these days are truly running wild.)
As such, I gave Taehyung an emergency call. Even though it was a weekend, he was still in his office working overtime – thus, even though I wanted him to return home to help me grab a more comfortable pair of shoes, I decided against it in the fear of wasting his time.
Before long, Taehyung arrived, a paper bag in his hand. I wondered whether this fellow had bought a present in an attempt to win Eun-Yeong over. To my surprise, the paper bag contained a pair of shoes – those shoes were mine, and they were flats!
I asked, “You went home?”
He replied, “I didn’t. But since you wore your heels out this morning, I thought that you might feel tired from all the walking. Thus, I brought an additional pair of shoes for you and placed them in the car.”
He bent down naturally, helping me change into my new pair of shoes whilst completing his sentence. Next to us, Choi Eun-Yeong was in a state of shock, with a ‘Woah, what am I seeing!’ expression etched on her face.
~ 15 ~
He chose not to return to the Company that day, instead volunteering to accompany us on our shopping adventure. He trailed behind us, helping us carry our bags and pay for our purchases without the slightest complaint.
When it was time for dinner, we went to a relatively famous restaurant which he had earlier called in order to reserve a private room. When we were selecting our dishes, he asked dorm leader Eun-Yeong whether she had any dietary restrictions, to which Eun-Yeong replied that she hadn’t had any. He immediately proceeded to order various dishes, all of which suited the taste of Eun-Yeong. She was thus extremely touched. In actuality, a certain sneaky person had already confirmed with me the previous night what our dorm leader liked to eat.
After dinner, we sent Eun-Yeong back to her hotel, and Taehyung volunteered to drive Eun-Yeong to the airport the next day. Before Eun-Yeong left, Taehyung told her, “A few years ago, I wasn’t at Y/N’s side. Thankfully, you guys were there to help me take care of her, and for that, I am eternally grateful.” When he said those words, his eyes glittered with sincerity and his actions shone with gentlemanliness.
At this point, I began feeling weirded out, and thought in my heart, “Who are you? And what have you done to hopelessly arrogant Taehyung?!”
As expected, after ten minutes, Choi Eun-Yeong, the dorm leader started to roar in the group chat, “AHHHHHHHHHH! Y/N’s man is too bloody sweet and understanding!!!!”
The nosy audience started to boil with excitement.
“Boss you went to Seoul?”
“Everybody, come listen to the latest gossip!”
Eun-Yeong started to recount the tale meticulously, without leaving a single detail out. When she ended, she especially emphasized, “Kneeling down in the middle of the street to help Little Y/N change her shoes, that’s so gentle of him!!! And during dinner, after he sought my opinion, he managed to order all the dishes within two minutes!! Two minutes!! I like these types of clear-cut guys best! In today’s day and age, it’s so difficult to find a guy who’s decisive yet gentle, and would even personally help you wear your shoes.”
At the very same time, a certain person immediately lay on the sofa upon reaching home, pulling out his tie in the process. Showing his boxy smile that was stretched from ear to ear, he asked me, “Wasn’t my performance good today?”
I nodded in agreement and told him that he did alright.
With a wave of his hand, he instructed me, “If that’s the case, hurry along and prepare the bath for me.”
I tottered to the bathroom to prepare the bath, but decided to stick my head out after some thought, “Since you saw me wear my heels out this morning, why didn’t you remind me before we left the house?”
He smiled slyly without replying to my query.
In the group chat, Eun-Yeong was still hollering, “Too thoughtful too thoughtful too thoughtful!”
Tears silently rolled down my cheeks – ah, my dorm leader, you’re still too innocent……
~ 16 ~
After becoming lovers with Taehyung, I would always receive queries from people asking me when we were going to get married. I was extremely puzzled – did I have a face that was flaming with a desire to get married?
“It’s not that, it’s just that I feel that you two would definitely last for a long period of time, so marriage is simply an inevitable event.” My friend explained it as such.
When I was young, I had a bad habit – I liked to bite my nails. Although my mom had spanked me countless times over my bad habit, I am simply unable to change it. As such, my nails are generally very ugly. My mom often chastised me, “When your boyfriend proposes to you in the future, would you have the cheek to give him such an ugly hand and expect him to put the diamond ring on for you?” Due to her warning, I always worried about whether I would get dumped at the stage when I was due to wear the diamond ring.
But the reality was – on the morning of a certain weekend, both of us were lazing on the bed when he suddenly asked me, “Do you have any plans today?”
“No, I don’t.”
“I don’t have any plans either.”
Using an extremely calm and normal tone, he asked, “Let’s get our marriage certificate then.”
I responded immediately without thinking, “Sure.”
It was only when he got up and started booking plane tickets that I finally managed to process what he just said – That was his marriage proposal?! What about the diamond ring?
This story tells us that, the reality is often not as bad as you think it would be – it would only be worse.
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A/N: Pheww!! There was some technical problem while uploading the previous chapter, that even logged me out from Quotev T_T. Although now I managed to solve the problem, here is a new chapter for all of you. The above-attached picture was mainly to let you all know how our newly introduced character Choi Eun-Yeong looks. As I already previously mentioned I don't own the idols, whom I gonna mention in this story... So, the same thing here... I don't own Sullyoon also.