This time I'm not writing about anyone, just myself
I am twenty this year
But you don't know that the three years from the age of twelve to fifteen were the period when I tortured my mother.
I was sick when I was a child, and the doctor prescribed medicine for me, and I had to take it every day. But because of the reaction to the medicine, I couldn't eat anything three times a day... I wanted to eat it, but I really couldn't eat it
My mother changed the method, glutinous dumplings, wontons, egg fried rice, dumplings, noodles... as long as it can be eaten, she can't make it, and she has to learn to make it for me.
I still remember one time, at noon, I burned my favorite braised pork, pork ribs soup, stuffy eggplant, and tomato soup... When I ate it, I vomited after a few mouthfuls, and my stomach was sick.
My mother took the rice away and cooked porridge for me
But I still can't eat
Later, dumplings, wontons, noodles
Anyway, I can't eat it, my mom will change it
I changed a lot of food, but I didn't eat any of it. Later, I drank bee water when I was hungry.
My mother saw that I could only drink water, and she felt uncomfortable.
It's like this every day, I'm really hungry and can't move.
Not only torturing myself, but torturing my mother
At that time, I thought, or starve to death
In this way, my mother doesn't have to cook so many dishes for me, just to meet my taste and make me full.
Later, every time I ate, I tried my best to swallow it. Don't worry my mother, but the side effects of the drug are really big. I cried while eating, my mouth smelled like vomit, and I threw up on the toilet after eating.
The funniest thing is that I didn't eat much in those three years, and I gained 20 kilograms. I still don't understand this, how did I gain weight!
Three years, three years
I tortured my mother for three years
Her worries, her fears, her heartache, her sadness, her hard work, I all see it in my eyes.
Mom, I'm sorry
I worry you
Please forgive my cowardice and cowardice
I dare not tell you face to face
Every time I think about it, I blame myself for why I got sick in the first place... otherwise you wouldn't have worked so hard!
It's Mother's Day
I really want to say it to you face to face
Mom, I love you
But I dare not
Mom, I'm sorry
Just let me tell you in the novel
Mom, I'm sorry for making you worry about me.
I love you~ Mom!
Happy holidays~