When you grit your teeth and persevere, look back and see the road you've traveled before
You will find that in fact, you are not as vulnerable as you were before, the things that made you cry
Now I can tell it calmly, then smile and disperse with the wind
His eyes were misty...
I closed my eyes helplessly, and those words burst out of my mouth
"Don't hate..."
Hearing his answer, I smiled softly, silly enough... and enough, love her...
Even if Tian Zhiruo never took him seriously, and even disdained him at all, and almost killed him, he never had the idea of hating her...
I put the broken hair clip behind my ear and poured myself a cup of hot water
He looks just like me 5 years ago, loving Luhan to the point of being irrational, loving to the point of madness
But didn't these emotions gradually fade with time? There is no love for a lifetime, but from love to habit, to family affection...
"He and Oh Shixun are getting married soon"
I took a sip of hot water and said, my eyes carefully observing his expression. In fact, I heard Shixun's words outside the door just now.
Kim Jong-in could not see any emotion on his face. He seemed to have already guessed the result
He leaned on the sofa and raised his head... His eyes were full of helplessness
"She finally got her wish"
He murmured softly
Yes, my wish finally came true, he loves Tian Zhiruo, Tian Zhiruo loves Shixun, Shixun loves me... And I, I paused
Who do I love?
Everyone is in a chain, just running forward, regardless of the feelings of the people behind them
No matter who I love, the ending is the same, so I choose to continue to love Luhan
I have been missing and hurting others all my life, so this time I don't want to continue to make mistakes. I want to cherish Luhan well.
"Then do you still love her?"
As soon as I said it, I regretted it, it was a stupid question
So what if you love it, so what if you don't love it... like if you like a flower, it won't wither? If you like a song, won't you get tired of it? If you like her to be by your side all the time, she won't leave?...
Likewise, if you like her, will she like you?
I put down the water glass, let out a soft sound, the corners of my mouth raised slightly, and my eyes were as dull as if I had seen through a lot of things
I picked up a water glass again, poured a glass for him too, walked over, and put it in his hand
"The first call from your phone was mine. If you really figure it out, tell me. On the wedding day, I will take you to see her for the last time. It can be considered... an end to this relationship, even if it's just to listen to her voice"
I believe that if he really chooses to let go, he will come and bless
So I grab my bag, I put on my shoes, I un* the door, and I walk away.
"Can I trust you?..."
His tone was a little uneasy, maybe he was deceived too much, and he didn't dare to trust others easily
He could only feel where I was. What he didn't know was that his eyes really met mine...
I smiled faintly, his eyes are beautiful...
"Can..."
