My mind went blank... buzzing, running as hard as I could, just like I was trying to avoid him back then
The moment when time flies, that is, the moment when our youth fades, we continue to torture each other, suffering to tolerance, tolerance to dependence, and then continue to suffer... like a circle, repeating back and forth
Tears flowed down his face to his neck... completely cold
The first time I saw him, the first time I was fined to stand with him, the first time I skipped class, the first time I wiped my tears, the first time I got wet, he said take me home...
Finally...
I arrived and looked at the house with the door locked in front of me. I couldn't walk out, he wasn't there... His phone kept ringing off, and I hung up weakly.
I've always been self-righteous, thinking that as long as I turn around, he will be behind me, as long as I need it, but I ignored it,...
I've already pushed him further and further away, and I'm desperately wondering where does he often go?
But I gave up
I found that I didn't know him at all, what he liked, what he liked to eat, where he liked to hang out...
I squatted at the door and cried, for the first time, so loudly, like an abandoned child
"Canlie... where are you?"
I held my legs and buried my head in my knees
"You're such an adult, you still cry all the time"
A low hoarse voice came from above my head. I raised my head sharply and saw the boy standing beside me, and my heart felt more at ease
I just cried harder
"Canlie..."
I hugged him directly, hugged him fiercely, and felt his presence, almost... I thought I missed you like this.
When the girl suddenly moved, Park Canlie froze, just staring blankly at the crying person in his arms. He habitually wanted to raise his hand to pat her back, but the moment he touched her, he stopped...
Park Chan Yeol ripped me apart...
"Why are you crying?"
I wiped my tears, I knew how bad my image was without thinking
"She told me everything... everything"
I grabbed Canlie's arm and said, then shook my head
Park Canlie suddenly knew something, and a hint of discomfort and dissatisfaction flashed in his eyes
"So... you pity me?"
It's like hurting a man's self-esteem, he doesn't like this feeling, like being pitiful, Park Canlie ripped me off, I grabbed his hand, no expression, no anger, just said something lightly
"Let's go back."
Park Chan Yeol walked around to the door, but was pulled by me
"I'm sorry... it's all me who hurt you... Canlie, don't go, you're not wrong, you just want to save your mother"
I know he never needs the word sorry because it's the most useless thing in the world, but it's on his lips
I just have to say sorry
