A man is getting closer to me step by step, and with every extra step he takes, I feel like he is one step further away from me...
My footsteps stopped in front of me...
"You are here, so I am here"
It hurts inexplicably to hear him speak, I owe him so much
"Canlie..."
Before I could finish speaking, he hugged me gently, very tenderly
"Just a moment... just a moment"
Maybe he was afraid that I would refuse, he said this to me, and the man faded his arrogant edges and corners...
Only a slightly trembling back, loneliness, everything seems to have changed
Park Canlie buried his head in my hair, unfortunately, he will not belong to himself in the future, perhaps, he has never belonged to himself
I slowly put my hand on his back, and my body subconsciously made the decision for me
Hmm... for a while, it'll be fine for a while, just hug quietly for a while, this time, as a friend, let the grievances, right and wrong of the past, drift away with the wind
After a while, he left my arms and smiled at me, but he couldn't hide the loneliness on his face, his eyes couldn't deceive people
"Canlie... stop laughing"
Canlie touched my hair...
"You said you like me to laugh"
A word, but let me cry, tears disobediently dripped on his hands
I told you... I would never cry again, but I don't know why, but looking into his eyes makes me want to cry
Because of heartache, because of guilt
I feel that the brilliance today is different, as if it can disappear at any time
"Canlie... I beg you, please don't be so nice to me... I beg you, Wu Wennuan isn't worth it..."
My voice was choked, speechless, intermittent
"She deserves..."
Park Canyeol wiped my tears and said lightly... still smiling, the temperature of the palm of my hand touched my cold face
I opened my mouth slightly, speechless
"She deserves..."
Park Canlie repeated this sentence again, the tears flashed in the ink-colored eyes, but they didn't stay. The whole eyes were red
"I'm sorry, I can't take you home when you cry in the future, I can't hold an umbrella for you when you're not holding it, I can't... protect you anymore"
His voice trembled slightly, but he still forced a smile
Somewhere in my heart, I was severely grabbed, and it was very uncomfortable... it's true.
I was the one who said I was sorry... Why did he apologize, I'm the one who should apologize
I can't stop the tears, I can't say anything
"Take care of yourself"
He slowly stepped back...
One step...
Two steps...
Then turn away
Looking at the back of him leaving, I have a thought in my heart to hug him
...
In the end, I still chose to watch him leave, otherwise... Who am I going to be mean to?
The moment Park Canyeol turned around
There was a line of tears in the corners of his eyes, he closed his eyes
When his parents were buried, he didn't cry... everyone was doing everything possible to frame him, waiting for how Park Canye died, he didn't cry, when he was wounded by bullets... he didn't cry
But this time, he was in tears...
