"Who destroyed this family..."
His words hit me in the heart and destroyed my family.
It's reality...
Luhan was stunned for a while, looking at me with tears in my eyes but trying not to let the tears fall, I was distressed, he didn't know what to say, Luhan, who has always been invincible, felt helpless for the first time
Yuchen's cry faintly stopped... Maybe the argument I had with Luhan just now was too big, and it scared him
I pushed Luhan away and ran to the room. Sure enough, the child was crying with tears in his eyes, which made people feel distressed when they saw it. The child
I quickly took him in my arms, patted him lightly on the back, and coaxed him
"Mom is here..."
My voice sounded muffled, like I just cried
Luhan is now at the door, looking at me and the child dejectedly, not talking, his eyes are full of distressed, he wants to hold her in his arms, but he doesn't want to hurt her
"Warm... I'll just ask you, you don't want this family, and you don't want the children, right... you have to get a divorce?"
He said to me softly, there was no confrontation, but there was too much helplessness in his eyes
I didn't look at him, I just coaxed the child. I don't know what to do. I can't bear it, and I really can't bear the child to live under the divorce of his parents since childhood
"No matter what... I, Luhan, really love you. I really didn't like you in the past, but later, I really fell in love with you, I want to be with you, and I want to have a family with you, just our family of three"
He sat on the bed with his back to me and I murmured, we both left each other a back and confided in our troubles
"As for that woman, it's also because I drank too much. You know, I don't remember what I drank too much, but all I know is that I think of you even when I'm drunk."
I listened to him quietly without interrupting...
"Warm, we have survived so many ups and downs, why do we have to hold on to the past, as long as I love you now, isn't it okay?"
His voice gradually calmed me down,... we all calmed down
After a while, Yuchen stopped crying, her little hands hugged me tightly, afraid that I would leave, her eyes looked longing
"Mom... and... Dad"
He didn't know how to speak fluently, but I actually understood the general meaning
"Luhan, do you know how many years I've loved you? 8 years... longer than we've known each other. I'm not mad at you for sleeping with that woman, because I'm not clean myself, but... you know that someone you love with your life hates you. Do you know how it feels?"
My voice is hoarse and hoarse, I feel like I can't speak
Tears are holding on in my eyes, don't let it fall
