Woke up the next morning...
I looked at the ceiling and I knew how crazy it was yesterday
Me and Bo Xian...
That's it, that's it all
I got up and got dressed, and the decision in my heart made me even more sure
Bien Boxian just pushed the door and came in, but at this time I was changing clothes. He looked at me, but did not back out
I don't have anything to panic about, we've both done what we need to do
"That last night I..."
"Needless to say, we are all responsible for what happened last night"
My tone was faint, and I couldn't hear any emotions. Looking at my attitude, it made Bian Boxian feel remorse
She regarded herself as her most trusted friend, but she couldn't hold back her...
After a while...
He looked at me with determination in his eyes
"I will be responsible"
I got dressed and walked up to him
"Bien Boxian... You don't have to blame yourself. You didn't force me to do anything last night. It was all my own free will. Let's just pretend that nothing happened."
Bien Boxian wanted to say something else, but I interrupted him...
"Take me home, I still have some things to deal with"
I'm tired and a little helpless, but some things have to bite the bullet. I've been holding back for so many years, that's enough
The time line...
We didn't say anything on the way home. Our current relationship is quite awkward, what is this...
Not a friend, not a lover, ambiguous
I told him to stay in the car and go home alone. Some things still need to be resolved by ourselves
Open the door with the key...
The house was clean, and the sound of cooking came from the kitchen. Lu Han was cooking with an apron around, probably for Yuchen. He never eats breakfast
Seeing me come back, a hint of joy flashed in Luhan's eyes, but only for a second, and his eyes became lonely again...
"Luhan... Let's talk."
I just said this to him
The living room...
The two of us sat on the sofa and didn't speak for a long time. I was most afraid that one day, we were in the same position, but there was only silence left
I am afraid that one day, the hearts of the two of us will go in different directions
Now...
These fears have all come true, and they are not as terrifying as they imagined
What should come will come sooner or later, it is better to separate as soon as possible, while we are still young
I took a piece of paper and pen out of my bag and put it on the table
"Luhan... Sign it."
How much determination and disappointment can there be in just one sentence...
Extremely pale
