Se-hoon panicked. Hurry up. I picked him up. Because my stomach hurt, I grabbed his arm hard...
I'm breaking out in a cold sweat...
Consciousness gradually blurred...
I don't know how long I've slept, it seems like someone is touching my face
I slowly opened my eyes, the white ceiling, and the familiar smell of disinfectant, I knew, I was back like this...
Seeing that I was awake, Luhan's eyes lit up
"Nuannuan..."
He took my cold hand and wanted to give me some warmth
I turned my head to look at Lu Han, the pain in his eyes seemed to be overflowing, his eyes were dim but he seemed to be saying "It's alright"
I put my hand on my stomach, trying to feel the child's presence
"Child..."
I said these two words to Luhan
He dodged my eyes
"Nuannuan, let's drink some water first..."
He freed one hand to feed me water
Seeing what he looked like, I had a general idea and turned my head away from him...
The sun outside the window is just right, warm but not dry, a ray of sunlight shines into my body, but my body does not feel warm
I can't tell you how painful it was...
It's just that I feel uncomfortable, but unfortunately...
I tried to abort this child before, but I never had the chance
Just when I wanted to give birth to him, he was gone...
Did I use all the mold of my life this winter...
I didn't say anything, the atmosphere was like mourning the passing of that child, the low pressure was stuffy on me...
Lu Han sighed and knew that I was in a bad mood, so he left a lip print on my hand...
"Good... the child is gone, we'll ask for it again"
He covered me with the quilt, and his movements were gentle and he didn't dare to neglect me...
I closed my eyes and thought about what Lu Han said...
Just like what he said, if the child is gone, you can have it again...
I didn't see Sehoon, I don't know where he went?
I think he must be blaming himself now
Actually, I don't blame him...
After all, it's all because he loves me too much. I already owe Shixun so much, so what right do I have to blame him?
Luhan has been by my side all day, never leaving. Maybe he is really afraid that something will happen to me. If he doesn't say it, I can feel his guilt
I hid what happened to Luhan, saying that I accidentally slipped and fell
In the past two days, watching Luhan busy for me, I also felt a little distressed. He turned down all jobs to take care of me, because of my mood, he often told me some jokes to make me happy...
So careful that he has to accompany me even to the toilet
With such a good husband, what can I not be satisfied with...
Then... I realized how ridiculous I was at this time
But that was just another story...
