I have morning sickness these days
And especially since I got pregnant, I've become more and more a picky eater...
I went to get the marriage certificate with Luhan and looked at the little red book
Looking up at the side of Luhan driving
My heart is mixed, isn't this what I've always wanted the most?
Marry Luhan...
But why, I can't find that passion anymore...
Even the baby in my womb is not his...
Although he doesn't say it, I can see that he cares
Self-deprecating smile...
Suddenly I feel very selfish, I have so much, what am I not satisfied with?
Touched the abdomen
Anyway, it will be destroyed sooner or later, I am reluctant to give up something, this child should not exist in the first place...
Sorry...
Just let me be selfish again. I'm not a good mother.
Even if you are born, you will not be happy
Noticing my little movement, Lu Han turned around and smiled at me...
"What's the matter, aren't you happy?"
"Luhan, do you really not mind?"
After all, in my situation now, even I don't mind
He was stunned when he heard me
"I'm more afraid of you leaving than I am of you... Nuannuan, what, you regret it?"
"No..."
I immediately denied what he said
I don't know what kind of feeling it is, I don't regret it, I love Luhan, but... it's just that I don't have the joy and excitement I had at the beginning...
I lost the most beautiful Wu Wennuan...
"Are you hungry, do you want to eat?"
Luhan changed the subject
"Well, it's really a bit"
"I have nothing to do tonight. I'll accompany you out for a walk. I've been holding it at home for the past few days, and I've been holding it back."
"Okay."
Luhan freed up a hand and rubbed my head
The time line...
Lu Han took me to that restaurant last time. The same location, different identity, different mood...
"Is there anything that pregnant women can eat?..."
Lu Han smiled politely at the waiter...
The waiter smiled back
"Congratulations sir... Your wife is really beautiful. We have xxxxx here, which are very nourishing for the body and are very good for pregnant women..."
I clearly saw a trace of embarrassment on Lu Han's face when he heard the words "Congratulations Sir"
"Well, that's all then, and a sirloin steak that is medium rare in 8..."
Luhan seems a little impatient
Right...
Anyone would be a little unhappy in this situation, right?
It's already very good that he can do this...
Suppressing the discomfort in his heart, Luhan put his arms around my shoulder and bit my ear...
"Nuannuan... we want a baby of our own in the future, okay?"
So I'm going to keep my head down. I'm going to put my hand on my stomach.
Spit a word out of your mouth
"Hmm..."
"It's a coincidence that I can meet Mr. Lu even after a meal..."
A low, cold voice came from behind
This voice...
I couldn't be more familiar with it
Park, Can, Lie
I'm shaking all over
Park Canyeol walked up to us with a mocking face