Ding Chengxin walked to the bathroom, leaned against the wall, took a deep breath, and his brain went blank for a moment
He turned his head and looked at himself in the mirror, his face as white as if he was seriously ill
He went over and turned on the faucet and held out the hand that had been a little trembling from the beginning
Just as he was about to wash his face, the bathroom door was opened. He looked in the mirror and saw Ma Jiaqi walking in
He finally calmed down his nerves for a while and tightened up again
I saw that the other party walked over very naturally and turned on the faucet as if he didn't see him
Ding Chengxin took a deep breath, simply washed his hands, and was just about to go out
The arm was suddenly pulled back by a force, and then his body hit someone uncontrollably, and a heat current hit from behind
majiaqiDing Chengxin, can you just run?
Ma Jiaqi's voice came from behind, and Ding Chengxin stretched out his hand and wanted to take his hand away from him
But no matter what he did, the other party didn't want to let go at all
dingchengxinYou... you let go
Ma Jiaqi looked at Ding Chengxin in his arms and did not speak
dingchengxinMa Jiaqi, let me go!
Ding Chengxin said while struggling, but no matter how he struggled, the other party didn't have the slightest intention to let go
Ding Chengxin took a deep breath, calmed himself down, stopped struggling, and closed his eyes
dingchengxinMa Jiaqi, what are you doing now? we are over
Hearing this, Ma Jiaqi hugged Ding Chengxin's hand and suddenly tightened it. He said:
dingchengxinSo what are you doing now?
Ma Jiaqi sighed, let go of the hand holding Ding Chengxin, stared at Ding Chengxin's back darkly, avoided this question, and asked him a question
majiaqiDo you regret it? Ding Chengxin
Ding Chengxin heard Ma Jiaqi's question, his back froze slightly, he quickly covered up the past, said indifferently, and then opened the door and walked out mercilessly
Do not have it?
Ma Jiaqi stared at the direction Ding Chengxin left in a daze, and kept asking himself this question repeatedly in his heart
He smiled bitterly, maybe he really didn't...
After that, I adjusted my mood, and it didn't take long for me to go out
Ding Chengxin was lying on his bed, and his mind was full of what Ma Jiaqi told him today
He really didn't expect to meet him again. Since that incident, he thought the two would never meet again
He admitted that the moment he saw him, his heart was beating violently
It's been so long. That feeling still hasn't changed...
When he asked himself if he had ever regretted it, he wanted to tell him loudly that he regretted it, but he couldn't say it
If he didn't regret it, how could he dream of the time when the two of them were together most of the time, how could he sometimes think of him and worry about whether he was doing well? Did you take good care of yourself?
But... these are no longer his control, and there will be no going back to that time
After all, he thought he should hate him!
He closed his eyes, a tear dripped from his eye, and his cheek fell into the pillow as if it had never been there
Ma Jiaqi looked at the photo in his hand. There were two people inside, one smiled like a child, and the other looked at him with doting and gentleness
It was as if the surrounding environment had become the background for the two of them, as if there were only the two of them in the world
Ma Jiaqi reached out to touch the boy with a carefree smile on his face in the photo, his eyes full of tenderness
He really wanted to go back to that time, when he didn't have to think about anything, think about nothing, and worry about nothing. As long as he was there...
Ma Jiaqi leaned on the sofa and looked out the window, remembering that year, he instantly felt that his whole body was losing strength rapidly
He remembered that after he came back from a variety show that year, he saw only the footprints of Ding Chengxin after cleaning up the empty room
Everything about him in the room disappeared, as if he had lived alone in the room from beginning to end. There is no trace of a second person living in it
He was crazy at the time and took out his mobile phone to call Ding Chengxin, but when he heard the cold girl's voice over there, he felt that his heart was instantly hollowed out
He's so cold, so painful, so helpless, he feels like he'll never see him again
He was decadent for a while, and he didn't go back to his old life until he heard from the other teammates
He still remembers what that sentence said
[Ma Jiaqi, just go on like this, can he come back like this? Do you know why he left? If you go on like this, you will never be able to protect the person you want to protect. Only when you are strong can you protect him, and you can protect the people you cherish]
After that, he took on some shows all day like crazy, trying to make himself stronger sooner and see him again sooner
Until one day he took a play, when he knew that the other protagonist was Ding Chengxin, who would have thought how excited he was at that time? He felt his dead heart beating again
He can finally see him again!
But until today when he saw Ding Chengxin, he felt that all his efforts seemed to be in vain
It seems that after he becomes stronger, he will not come back...
