Tomorrow morning we are supposed to return to the city, and I had to admit that for the first time I didn't want to go back to work. Probably because Jimin didn't leave my side and kept coming up with more and more ways to make me relax as much as possible. Massages together, long walks along the ocean shore, hours spent in the sauna, and I could list endlessly. My fiancé chose almost all the available treatments for me and attended them with me. He only skipped a few typically feminine ones, but even then he stayed close to me. Someone else would probably consider this abnormal, but it really meant a lot to me. Finally, his attention was fully focused on me and I wasn't worried about being worse than the other women around him. He even ignored his friend Jenny's phone calls, which was extremely rare for him, and I had to admit that this improved my mood the most. I wasn't too fond of Jenny, who made it her main goal to ruin our relationship, as she flirted with Jimin at almost every turn and even tried to cling to him. It drove me mad, but I tried to fight my feelings of jealousy and trust Jimin. I didn't want to believe that he could cheat on me, so many times I ignored Nina's comments that Jimin might be hooking up with someone behind my back, and that's why he didn't cross the line we had set before. However, tonight I was going to change that and prove to myself that it was all just silly suspicions, nothing more.
After the evening walk, when we had already returned to the room I locked myself in the bathroom to take a shower and prepare myself properly. All the treatment I had undergone today made me feel exceptionally beautiful, and I was almost certain that Jimin would not resist me. I put on a rather skimpy red nightie and looked at myself in the mirror. I reached for my lipstick and delicately lined my lips. I combed my hair some more, which was styled in loose waves, and once again made sure I looked enticing. Only then I left the bathroom. Jimin was sitting on the bed browsing something on his phone with a bored face, but hearing the door close he raised his eyes to me. For a moment he looked at me surprised, but a few seconds later a wide smile appeared on his face.
- You look very lovely - he tossed the phone on the cabinet next to the bed and focused all his attention on me.
- It's all thanks to you - I smiled gently, sitting down on his lap - if it weren't for all these treatments, I wouldn't look so beautiful.
- You're wrong, you don't need them to be beautiful - he put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
- And that's why you chose almost all the treatments that were available? - I laughed quietly.
- I wanted you to have a decent rest and fully relax.
- There are other ways to relax.
- Oh yeah? - he murmured in my ear - and what kind of ways?
I didn't respond, just embraced him by the neck and kissed him on the lips. Almost immediately he reciprocated the kiss, drawing me even closer to him, so that there was no gap between our bodies. I snuggled into him and murmured quietly as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. I loved the feel of his lips on mine, and with every kiss from him I had the feeling that I was slowly losing my mind, sinking into sweet oblivion. He was always gentle with me, but he was still in full control of my body's reactions. Although he didn't have to try too hard, because just one touch and a gentle kiss was enough for me to be ready to fully surrender to him. I pushed him back slightly and, still kissing, we settled down on the bed, but we didn't persevere in this position for too long. Jimin slipped his hand into my hair and quickly turned us in place. He propped himself up slightly so as not to crush me with all his weight, but I wrapped my legs around him tightly and pulled him closer to me. I wanted to feel him as close as possible, to feel the weight of his body against mine and every movement of his muscles. I tilted my head slightly, feeling his warm breath on my neck as he began showering it with kisses, and moaned quietly when his hand gripped my bare thigh. I was slowly losing myself in what he was doing to my body, but I wanted much more. That's why when his lips joined mine again I decided to take a chance. I slid my hands lower and tried to grab the bottom of his T-shirt to quickly pull it off him, but he stopped me with a firm gesture.
- Y/n, not today - he grabbed my wrists and restrained my hands above my head.
- Why not? - I whispered quietly - after all....
- We must wait with this, we have only a few months left.
- But...
- I promise you it will be worth it - he kissed me quickly on the lips and slid off my body - I'm going to shower and come back to you in a few minutes.
He wrapped the quilt around me and kissed me lightly on the forehead before disappearing behind the bathroom door. I lay there for a moment completely disbelieving what had just happened. I was snapped out of my stupor by the sound of the water being let off coming from the bathroom, and I slapped my hand on the bed in frustration. Jimin backed off again and once again made the same promise to me. The same situation repeated itself for no one knew which time, and I was slowly starting to get sick of it. We had been together for almost a year, we trusted each other implicitly and were ready to jump into the fire to save the other, but still some aspect of our relationship remained off limits and I didn't understand why this was happening. I tried to accept Jimin's decision with this to wait until after the wedding to have sex, but when I agreed to it, I didn't expect it to be so difficult to follow through. Not to mention that I didn't quite understand why he stopped everything every time I tried to get rid of at least one part of our clothing. Especially since both of us had caught each other more than once being in just our underwear, and we also went to the beach together, so we knew very well how our bodies looked. Jimin, by the way, made no secret of the fact that he liked my body, so his behavior was not entirely understandable to me. Well, unless Nina was right all along and my fiancé wasn't entirely honest with me. I was so immersed in unhappy thoughts that I didn't even notice when he returned from under the shower and slipped under the covers next to me.
- I love you - he kissed me lightly on the lips and, as usual, put his arms around me before snuggling his face into my neck.
- I love you too - I replied with a slight sigh and resignedly closed my eyes to try to fall asleep, as that was all I had left of the night I had planned for us.