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“It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.”
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You're working, when you hear a knock on the door; it is gentle. “Come in,” you say and the doorknob turns. “Mr. Kim?” Namjoon enters the room. “Um… do you want to grab lunch?” He asks nervously, rubbing his hands together. After observing the man for a while, you spoke. “Mr. Kim, I'm not hungry,” he nods his head. “Do you want me to grab you something?” He asks again. You shake your head; you weren’t hungry. “Oh… okay,” Namjoon turns to leave. After he leaves, you go back to work. It was a few minutes later when you heard another knock.
“Come in.” The person came in looking up. Namjoon carries a tray in his hands with food on it. You chuckle and shake your head. I bet he'll never give up. “Mr. Kim, you didn't have to,” you say, getting out of your seat and walking over to him to help him with the food. “I know, but you need to eat. You don't look well.”
“Thanks,” he nods and places the tray on your desk. “And I got your favorite; japchae,” smiling at Namjoon, you turn towards your meal. “Thanks.” He nods, joy engulfed him. When Namjoon leaves, you go back to your desk and start eating. The food is great, it is your first time eating food from the Cafeteria; you usually went somewhere else because of the kids. But the Cafeteria food tasted good and you can't help but dig in more.
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“Taehyung, just please understand me. I don't love Yuna. Why can’t you understand that and get over it?” Taehyung gazes blankly at Jimin. It's as if the person standing in front of him is a total stranger.
“Jimin-ssi, you're my best friend. You're a brother to me and I respect you a lot. But as a best friend and a brother, I want the best for you. I want you to be happy and feel happy. I'm just trying to tell you that you're not seeing what others are seeing,” says Taehyung, who gets out of his chair and saunters to the young, beautiful man standing in front of him.
“Taehyung, it's my life. Just let me decide what I want and don't want. And what I don't want is Yuna. She and the kids are something that I don't want. Because of them… my life is like this. I have to pretend to love them. Do you know what that feels like?” Taehyung shakes his head because he doesn't wish to apprehend it.
“They're your kids. Okay, you don't love Yuna, I'll let that be. But those kids are your blood and you need to be there for them. Be a parent, father figure something that your parents didn't give you.” At the mention of his parents, Jimin's hands tighten. He feels like punching Taehyung or something; he didn’t need to hear that part. He knew his parents were never there for him as a kid, but the mention of it makes anger ripped through his heart.
“I don't care for them. I don’t need any of them in my life. I just want to be by myself. Is it that hard to ask for? Just call Yuna or have the other do it and talk to her, tell her to leave me alone. And tell Jin Hyung that if I see him with my woman again, I will kill him.” Those are the last words Jimin utters as he bangs out of Taehyung's office; stomping away with heated anger. Taehyung stands there in shock; he tries his best.
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As Jimin storms away he pauses, when he sees the woman who his heart beats for standing right before him.
“Areum,” he lightly said with sadness lingering in his voice. Areum gazes at him; her eyes are sullen. “Jimin, if you want me. Get rid of her and the kids. I don't care what you do or say to her. Just make her disappear, make them disappear.” Jimin swallows, but the enormous lump in his throat still lingering there as he remembers the conversation they had earlier this morning.
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“Jimin, it wasn’t like that. I don't like Jin,” Areum exclaimed, her eyes shunning with the threat of tears in them. “I saw you, I saw the way you touch him and your tears for him, Areum.”
“Jimin, I love you, I love you only. You're the only man on this earth that my heart desires,” Areum says as her hands reach for Jimin's and cuff them. Tears swarm in her beautiful dark brown eyes. Seeing this, Jimin felt it. He fell just like he did when she came back and told him the same thing with Hoseok.
He wants to tell her he is hurting; that she hurt him deeply, and didn't know if he could continue this relationship. He loves her dearly; she is someone he died for, if it meant he had to see her. Seeing her tears, his heart broke. A flash of pain flashes through him; not because of the scene she and Jin had displayed the day before, but from the tears that shone in her eyes. “I will never hurt you like I did before, I promise, remember?” Jimin nods; once again, he fell for her words. He feels like he is in some kind of trance. But he doesn't care as long as it is the woman he is with. He is okay with it.
“Jimin I love you,” Areum pulls his chin down to hers. For a moment there was no response, and then he shuddered, their lips drawn closer to each other, lightly brushing against each other, before kissing each other; the kiss was slow and saddened, something Jimin haven't felt in years. Jimin’s fingers tangled in her hair as his mouth moved with a slow rhythm. The only thing that Jimin cares about now is Areum being in his arms and the fire of her lips on his. When they finally pulled away, Areum spoke.
“Get rid of Yuna and the kids. That's the only way we can be together.” Jimin stares into Areum's dark brown eyes. The same eyes he fell for. He nods. “Anything for you,” he uttered and Areum smiled; his words cheered her soul. Jimin picks her up as her legs hug his waist, her hands grip his neck as she lean closer pecking his lips. He walks over to his office. As he enters, he lays her down on the sofa where he hovers over her.
Unbuttoning her shirt, he kisses the warmth of her skin, as he sucks on it before moving to a unique area. Planting little kisses here and there before reaching for his belt and taking it off. Jimin smiles as he lifts her shirt and takes off her underwear, usually he would admire her body and place it, but right away he wanted to be inside her. To feel her walls around him. Positioning himself inside of her he left out a moan. Areum moaned; as Jimin entered her, but it wasn’t loud. They didn't want people knowing their business.
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It's 4 pm when you decide to call off at work and pick up the kids; it was a long way to your mother's house, and you didn't want to be caught up in traffic. As you walk towards your car, you stop in your tracks when you see a man with long black hair looking next to your car; his whole body and face was covered in black from his clothing. He squats by your tires and has a sharp knife or something familiar and is punching it in your tires. Your eyes widen as you stare at the man.
“*!” You scream, the man looks over his shoulders at you. He jolts up and runs away. You don't care for him. Instead, you take your heels off and run to your car. You stare at it in disbelief. “How the * am I supposed to pick my kids up? *ING *!” You crumble down on the ground, gazing at the tire. There was a deep cut on the left. You were too focused on your tires that you didn't even notice the hands on your back; patting it. It startled you at first; you almost jolted, but felt a sigh of relief as you saw it was Namjoon.
“Namjoon?” you drew in a long breath. “Are you alright?” You shake your head; not with that hole in your tire. “No, some * did that to my car,” you gestured to the hole in your car tire. Namjoon sighs, as he examines the hole in the tire, it wasn’t too deep but definitely not safe to drive.
“Do you, um… mind driving me to pick up my kids?” You ask. Namjoon smiles; the thought of you and him being in the car together sounded great. “Anything for you,” he winks as his lips quivered into a lovely smile. “Where do you want me to take you?”
“My mom's house so I can get my kids.”
Author's Notes: Do you like Areum?
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